i was so ashamed,all alone and so far away. but now i know that He's been waiting for this day..

heh. now's the second time i'm blogging. just came home from dinner with joy, serena, melissa and abigail after cg. i felt a bit weird after cell. i dunno why also. anyway, we talked a lot of crap during dinner, and at time became quite intellectual. quite interesting hearing them argue their point or express themselves. i didnt say much though. as you know, i'm a person of a few words. i only speak when necessary[at times. haha]. took bus home with abigail. i dont really, or rather i hate walking into my estate alone at night, especially cos i've to walk past the park and there'd always be indian/bangladashi/pakistani/whatever workers lurking in the dark. sometimes i cant really see them from a distance cos they're dark and still wear dark clothes. i think i'm being quite racist here, but it i'm just stating a fact. sometimes i see them holding hands and walking together. it's not surprising for me to think that they're gay whatsoever due to the fact that i hear and read a lot about gay these days. anyway, i dont think that housing estates are places that these workers should congregate. dont they have their own living quarters somewhere? not that i'm being mean or anything, i feel that sometimes they bring insecurity to residents even at a place they call home. i also dont think it'd be something new if they're convicted of burglery in this area. after all they might desperately be in need of something. since most of them, i guess, are not very educated, their employes must take the intiative to tell them and try to provide them with things that they need. but then again, perhaps it's time to think of their welfare as well. some of come from third world countries and might not be treated very well by their employers, or they just want some time to themselves. maybe they've just lost a loved one in the recent tsunami, so we should sympathise with them. whatever it is, they're still humans after all. therefore, they should not be discriminated by the majority race. i must honestly confess that i'm guilty of that so i must change. yes, change. as usual, this is written in my perspective so if you dont agree with what i said, just ignore it. alright. enough said about this topic. yup. i'm now eating my second dinner. just now had prata with serena. now eating glass noodle/ rice vermicilli/tanghoon with soup and fishball. at least it's not as greasy and fattening as the prata. so it's quite alright. heh. yay. i'm quite happy. managed to keep to my new year's resolution for five days now. i shall say what they are here cos there're quite a number of them. but i do hope and i will try to keep to them as best as i can. yay. i suddenly realised that all my past entries, including this one havent been paragraphed properly. so from the next entry onwards, i'm going to paragraph them. but for this one, i shall continue writing it in one whole chunk. haha. okay. i shall stop here. have to continue eating my second dinner. yup. bye!

TheServant

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