i was so ashamed,all alone and so far away. but now i know that He's been waiting for this day..

just came back from ccwp. playing with skill and pro people like ben sng, justin chan and tabitha. k la, at least they're skiller than i am. now i feel very lousy, but fortunately if i play wrongly, there's still a backup. haha. never really heard an electric guitar in cc. ben playing bass, justin playing electric guitar and tabby, keyboard. she made a comeback. yay! i think auntie lianteen's the cooolest drummer on earth. by looking at her, you wouldnt know that she plays drums. and she's the mature among everybody in the team. of course not that old la. heh. somemore can play those contemporary fast songs. not bad eh. then justin thaught her how to play ghost beat rythms. it's something that i learnt last night, but i dont know why it's called ghost beat. he says that drummers play it on all the odd beats, like 1 and 3. then ben said that in some songs, the time signature changes every half bar! hee. might as well dont count right. just anyhow play. at least that's what i'd do. alright. enough of all these. today also went to times to fill in application form. hopefull they'd call me soon so that i can go for an interview. i want it soon! going to times was a complete waste of time. why couldnt they do it online whatsoever, so that i wouldnt need to spend 45 minutes getting there and 45 minutes getting back! all the time we spent there was like 10 minutes. sigh. as though they're so low tech. tomorrow's finally saturday! finally there'll be more people to talk and listen to cos got cg. yayyyy! staying at home all day long causes one to get dementia. alright. i better get going. bye!

TheServant

3:45 PM