i was so ashamed,all alone and so far away. but now i know that He's been waiting for this day..

sigh. today's day 3 of being bored at home. but at least i've tried my very best not to waste my time away. i've been helping my maid do household chores and been looking for a temporary job. the only one that has a chance of employing me is the sticker distributer company. it's one of the many companies that i called who bothered picking up their phone call. anyway, the sticker company would call to inform me if i got the job. the job's pretty simple, but it's physically tiring. all we have to do is to paste the company sticker on people's door bells, and for a measly $3 per block!! what is this. as jacq puts it, it's a 'you-dare-to-say-i-dont-dare-to-listen' kind of concept. so let me consider it. i know the employers would be laughing their heads off if i agreed to do this. all the other employers i called only accept people who are 18 and above. how dare they look down on a 16 turning 17 person like me? haha. who knows i might be more capable than them!! my ego suddenly inflates. poke a hole, and poof! it deflates as suddenly as it inflated and i'm back to myself again. rright.

TheServant

4:13 PM