i was so ashamed,all alone and so far away. but now i know that He's been waiting for this day..

met weijin and went to the gym at her condo. i would say it was a successful trip to the gym. did oblique and abdominal crunches, i think 100 in total. leg curl and leg extension for hamstring and quadriceps, and shoulder press and lateral raises for biceps and triceps. finally, i ended the session with a 20min run on the threadmill. i'm not sure how long 1 lap is though. then we went to andrew's house to play basketball. but it wasnt considered playing la. just throwing the ball into the net. harhar. then as i approached the bus stop opposite the calrose, i saw this mad banglah man squating on top of the drain hole cover without his pants on. means can see his butt la. thank goodness he was facing the back of the bus stop. i think he was shitting or what. cos he used a dried leave on the ground to clean. gross man. it was too terrible a sight to behold. maybe he's not mad. perhaps it's their culture to do such things in the open. but on second though, i still think he's mad. fortunately my bus came before he managed to finish his business.

i'm getting my results for the first semester back this saturday. darn. i'm scared. and i dont want to do supplementary papers. it's bad for my records. sigh. i'm so worried i fail photography cos i didnt put it into the fixer long enough, so there're brown spots when i handed it in. shucks man. actually i'm worried for everything la. you know, the normal nervousness you get on results day. sigh.

something seems to be wrong with my eyesight these days. all around me seem to be getting super clear when i put on my specs. the feeling of wearing your new specs for the first time. the groggy and nauseous feeling. my eyesight cant be getting better cos i havent yet made an effort to look at green things to improve it. all i do is look at book or the comp screen, which totally wont help you improve your eyesight. heh.

today's dinner was good. i fried fish with ginger. i filleted[guess there's no such word] the fish, and took out the internal organs. by the time the fish was clean, my hands were bloooody. haha. and the smell was surely nice. i pan fried the fish in ginger, as i said, and terriyaki sauce. and it eaten with chilli was just so nice. haha. yay. cooking is fun! but not the getting oily part and the cleaning up. now i feel like having a barbeque. love'em! but much exercise is need after them.

i miss school. but on the other hand, i dont feel like going back to school in november and december. so many exciting things would be going on and school no longer appeals. furthermore i'd be busy doing many many many things. looks like i've got to manage my time properly. of course, with the strength of God i believe i can. hee. :)

i managed to speak to pastor william on sunday. i'm quite surprised that he even recognises me despite the fact that i've never talked to him. not even during ymlc. but anyway, my point is that i'd most likely start my work in church at the end of the month. i'm quite excited about it, but at the same time quite nervous. it's good cos they understand commitments i have like cell group and the occasional worship prac. i dont think the pay would be good la. however it doesnt matter, cos money cant buy experience.

just the other day a few of us were talking about me playing for the previous igc sunday service. then someone asked 'so how many people were in the sanctuary watching you?' of course i wasnt the only one playing la. still got the keyboardist, drummer, bassist etc. another person replied ' bout 400 plus i think'. bla bla blaaa. then suddenly a voice inside me said that actually there was only one audience, and that is, God. amen? it reminded me of the purpose of why i joined the ministry and other ministries as well. yeap.

this is the end of a very random entry. heh.

TheServant

2:23 PM