i was so ashamed,all alone and so far away. but now i know that He's been waiting for this day..

goodness gracious. here i am, once again, complaining about everything under the sun. maybe not under the sun, but under the ceiling, lights, and fan. cos for the past week i've been in room 3-2 painting the backdrop for the children's musical. and now my back's aching and my legs cant straighten cos of the prolonged hours of sitting and bending over. when i get up i'd be so giddy and for a few seconds, the lights would seem dimmer. but not bad la. i enjoy painting this kind of things and the best part is that i'm being PAID for it. hahaa.

i want to thank SARAH NG LILIN for coming down all the way from school to keep me company and help me paint. =) if not i'd just die of loneliness. i dont even have a cd player to keep me company. sigh. why am i wallowing in self pity?

besides this, i also have been doing many many other things. fortunately i still have energy and i'm not dead yet. i better not be!!! lalalaaa. actually i'm quite excited :) yayyyyy!

alright. i'm off. gonna play my song. heh.

TheServant

10:44 AM

i need a change of blogskin. getting quite sick of this skin. sigh. i'm just so tired. and i hate trans island buses. goodness.

TheServant

9:57 AM

i'm now $650 richer. i've compiled a list of what i want to get. but i dont think my 650 dollars would be enough. haha. actually it's just a small fraction of what i'd need. here goes:

1.Apple G5 powerbook. 15 inch. superdrive.with microsoft office and adobe softwares installed
2.bag. maybe a red or green on that's big enough to store all my gabbage and of course school stuff
3. more jeans :)
4. adidas jacket and trackpants? trackpants! whatever it is for.
5. faber castel colour pencils. the biggest box
6. giraffe or cookie monster things
7. DSLR. fyi, it's a digicam with manual features. memory card included
8. nice two front teeth cos the filling dropped out from one of them
9. New King James Bible
10. more pens

yup. i've listed ten things that i want. the first one on the list is of first priority. the others are in random order. i'm sure i can get at least one or two fulfilled. but for the first one a bit struggle. i think i shall ask singapore pools to sponsor me. 650 can only buy the labtop casing, without the chips inside. heh. so what's the point? of course there's no point! haha. at least i THINK my mum has finally agreed to give me the atm card she made for me when i was in P6. that's like lightyears ago. sigh.

oh you people out there! remember, it's more blessed to give than to receive.. grins :)

and yes, i'm starting on the christmas musical background already. if you're willing to give me a hand, hop down to church! i'll treat you to a drink from the vending machine. it's more blessed to give than to receive! hahaa.

tralalala. i better go rest. i'm still sick. goodness. and i've got nasal congestion. i guess it means that mucus are stuck along the canals in my ears? so it means that i've got blocked ears. it always happens. anyway the ear, nose and throat are connected. so my presumption bout mucus being stuck in the canals in my ears should be correct. maybe the terms or scientific names are wrong. but since when have i ever studied bio? heh. lalala. right.

bye!

TheServant

3:22 PM

today is one of my most relaxed days. at least most mondays are. cos ps w and the ptms are having off day. and today the sec also took half day leave, which leaves only mol and i in the office. the only official thing i did today is the research on the statistics on depression in singapore for ps s. found two of them. but the thing is that i forgot to give it to him before he left the office.. argh. i forgot! besides that, i've been slacking the rest of the day. thankful for this, cos my body's not functioning too good. at least i get to rest in comfort. and comfort means air con. heh. during lunch break i hopped down to thomson plaza to check out some things for publicity. was quite fruitful :) lalalaaa.

it's 445pm and i better get ready to go home. tomorrow's going to be a busy day. cos the ps and ptms will all be back.

shouldnt i have mondays off too?

TheServant

7:47 AM

before i even catch my breath and take time to sit back and watch the world go by, yet another week is already gone. and what have i been doing? nothing very much that requires brain juice. but at least i get paid for it. now i'm starting to feel the stress. i've just got so many things to do. even those not concerning me at all. so much so that i feel as if i'm in a daze. no no no. this IS reality. or is it not? okay. it is. the good thing is that everything i'm doing is for a good cause, and that i'm not wasting my time and effort sending so many emails and smses, and writing and sending even more emails to everyone :)

today i'm doing things exceptionally slowly. cos my body's not functioning too well today. the flu bug's lurking somewhere in the office. i think under my desk or something. so i'm drowning myself with so much water to prevent further destruction. right.

i do hope it stops raining soon. so that auntie agnus and i can go down to king george's road to get canvas for the children's musical and i can enquire and get the price for the youth min drama. i dont mind going despite the rain. girls from FOG dont carry tissue and umbrellas. heh. but AA sure minds it. sigh. i really really need to go. dear God please stop the rain now. amen.

thought of the day:
can something be plausible, yet unbelievable?

TheServant

4:13 AM

my first week in church has been good. :) the people in the office are super funny, especially the secretary. she thinks that i'm also very funny. haha. and they keep serving food! like yesterday they bought a loaf of bread, and brought along peanut butter, kaya and butter. hahaa. and i ate two slices of bread. but it's good cos wednesday is staff exercising day. then i can burn off fats.

TheServant

12:50 PM

shucks shucks shucks!!!!! today something terrible happened. the filling for my front tooth dropped, so now there's a gap between my two front teeth. it's not only a gap, but a big one. now i look even more bohgay from the bohgay i've already been. shucks shucks shucks. argh. no one is to ever talk to me again. damn it!!! shucks. arrgghhh. bohgayness...

today is staff exercise day. haha. quite funny. all the trac staff adjourned to bishan park and we jogged one road. and gosh. aunty agnus runs super well. she has more stamina than me!!!

TheServant

12:05 PM

i've finally mastered the art of scanning. for two days, which is yesterday and today, i've been spending all my time in church scanning things for ps stanley's sermon powerpoint slides. goodness gracious. what a bore it has become man. i think in total i scanned about 100 over articles. haha. and some of them are quite slanted. so if you see an article like that, you'd know that it's done by me. hahaaaha.

i must really thank weijin for accompanying me for lunch these two days. if not for her, i'd be stuck with my two new friends all they. my twinklers and haribo roulettes. oh by the way twinkles is the new chocolate that i found today. it's just like smarties. and it's quite cheap, perfect for a cheapo like me:) coming back to my point, i havent been having much human interaction these two days. no doubt they're all around me, but i've got nothing to do with them, so there's nothing to talk about. and besides we're supposed to be doing our work. what makes matters worse is that the office has no reception. so i cant sms or receive them at all. darn it! arggghh.

i've been contemplating downloading msn messenger into the office comp. but my conscience tells me not to do so cos it's the church office comp. it means that everyone in the office gets to use it. sigh. and it also means even less interaction with the outside world. wished i bought my lappy and not keep delaying the purchase. arrggghh.

so all that's left with me are the scanner, comp, newspapers, twinklers and haribo roulettes. sigh. but i should not wallow in self pity. cos anyway i'm getting paid to do these. what more can i ask for? [besides and increase in pay, which definitely wont be granted] hahaaa.

hmm. so many things coming up in church. i'm going to be excitingly busy. i hope i can get more people to help with the children's church musical so that i wouldnt be so tied down by it cos i've got many many other things to do. and besides, i've got school. what bad timing. but i dont mind, cos i'm doing it for a good cause, for Him. yep!

okay. i've decided i'm hungry so i'm off for dinner! :)

TheServant

10:15 AM

HAPPY 27TH ANNIVERSARY AMKMC!

i am scared
tomorrow i'm finally starting work in church office
dont ask me what's my job description
cos i think i'm doing many things
yep
in about 9 hours
it's starting
my first official job
which fills my empty portfolio
t'least it makes me more employable
my first job's in churh
my last would be too
but let's not hope this is my last
haha!

cookie monster's c is for cookie song is making me hungry. darn.

TheServant

2:43 PM

just came back from leaders meeting and powerhouse. i think the meeting was good. touched on many topics that was lacking in the yf and the new organisation thing is a very appropriate thing to start off with. it was good that dr terrence shared his experience with us and all he said were just so relevant in helping us improve and all. yeah. we should have more of these meetings and i believe the yf would grow :) but i don not mean that the yf would grow because of these meetings. powerhouse was alright. better than i expected, and quite big crowd despite now being the exam period. i'm glad that she came. at least it gives me hope. as she said, we shouldnt come because of routine. come because you really mean it. yep. after that had dinner with sarah ng lilin aka sara lee cake. chocolate pound cake! talked and discussed some stuff. havent had heart to heart talks for a long time.

then went to the sanctuary to watch the dance ministry dance rehearsal for tomorrow's anniversary service. the song's nice. the girl in green was super good la. like she had no bones in her arms and they can bend like a strip of rubber. haha. i can never dance like her. cos firstly, i'm too stiff, and secondly, i've got no hand and leg coordination. i cant even do proper jumping jacks. and yes, i'm from track. or rather, i was. thirdly, i wouldnt be able to dance according to beat cos i'll be busy trying to remember the steps. dancing is so not my forte. all i can do is appreciate their efforts and video take them. like what i did just now. hehee.

okay. let me see what i should write about. ermm..

oh yes. i've been wanting to go to macritchie's treetop/canopy walk for a long time but havent got a chance too. i'm always too lazy to get up in the morning to go with my mum. but every morning the bed seems more appealing. dont you just agree? i mean who would want to go out into the jungle in the morning when you can lie in bed in an air conditioned room and in comfort. heh. but i think tomorrow i must go. if not i wouldnt have any time to go for quite awhile. heh.

today my phone gave me a rude shock.. for the first time i dropped my phone and it suddenly blanked off, and keeps showing the sony ericsson starting screen when you switch on the phone. i thought it was spoilt la. but thankfully after removing and putting back the battery it was okay. whew! stupid phone.

okay. i'm off now. bye!

TheServant

2:46 AM

i just forgot what i wanted to blog about. oh yes. i cut my hair yesterday. i literally cut my own hair. it's much thinner now, and i think there's a mistake on the left side. harhar. yesterday i went to gym at weijin's house. did quite a lot of exercises. ran on the threadmill for 20 mins, did many many different crunches for the different abdominal crunches, exercises for biceps and triceps and the oblique. now my muscles are aching. last night i couldnt sleep so i did even more crunches. exercising makes more blood flow into the brain so you'd be more alert, but makes your body very tired. heh. i need to get rid of all the flab and and get back the four pack that i once had during my track days. sigh.

but these are not what i wanted to blog about. argh. nevermind forget it. i'm off to eat. haha!

TheServant

4:57 AM

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