Sunday, November 13, 2005
what a seh day. bathing with cold water doesnt make me any more relaxed. went to nus pgp in the morning to recce then place for yf camp in the morning, then went to cgl meeting in the afternoon. it was super long la! start at 2+ and ended at 6. but it was good talk. ps stanley shared about the goals and thousand and one other things. i was enlightened and reminded of my responsibilities, even i'm not even an acgl, let alone a cgl! accompanied sarah for dinner then when i was about to go home, coincidentally met with wj so we went to amk central to eat.
was talking to her about everything under the sun when it suddenly dawned upon me that i really really want or wished that i could have an older sister or brother. sigh. or maybe someone with whom i can really talk to, who would ask me how my day was, or just stay with me even if there's no meeting agenda. isnt it not too much to ask for? the bible says ask and it shall be given. is this too absurd a question to ask? everyday i go home feeling so tired and lonely, and yet i've to do so many things at home which doesnt make me feel any better. now i finally understand ps stanley's sermon. maybe i just shouldnt wallow in self pity cos i know i'll never have it. do i even deserve it? in fact i should thank God for providing me with a nice house and everything else He has provided. but still.. sigh. maybe this is just the way it is.
emmanuel
jesus christ
you'll never let me go
my shepherd king
you're watching over me
emmanuel
was talking to her about everything under the sun when it suddenly dawned upon me that i really really want or wished that i could have an older sister or brother. sigh. or maybe someone with whom i can really talk to, who would ask me how my day was, or just stay with me even if there's no meeting agenda. isnt it not too much to ask for? the bible says ask and it shall be given. is this too absurd a question to ask? everyday i go home feeling so tired and lonely, and yet i've to do so many things at home which doesnt make me feel any better. now i finally understand ps stanley's sermon. maybe i just shouldnt wallow in self pity cos i know i'll never have it. do i even deserve it? in fact i should thank God for providing me with a nice house and everything else He has provided. but still.. sigh. maybe this is just the way it is.
emmanuel
jesus christ
you'll never let me go
my shepherd king
you're watching over me
emmanuel
TheServant
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