i was so ashamed,all alone and so far away. but now i know that He's been waiting for this day..

yesterday afternoon went for a movie with my two bestest friends, marya and heis. went to gv yishun. wanted to watch pride and prejudice but it wasnt showing anymore. so we decided to watch harry potter and the goblet of fire. was quite a nice show :) when the show ended we walked out through the door we entered to the lobby outside. spent 20 minutes in the toilet deciding if we wanted to sneak into one of the other cinemas to watch another show. in the end we decided to watch 'the promise'. goodness. it as a super lame and stupid show la. very funny and really really stupid. absurd! fortunately it was a free show. so it was worth the entertainment! haha. before HP there was 'i not stupid too advertisement'. we were the only ones who laughed at the title. haha. so funny. but it's like so contradictory to the show, which is like full of beatings. lalalaaaa.

came back from 4e6 class chalet. it was a success. i'm very proud of my class! 20 over people made it there, including those who left early. yup. ate lots of chips and drank lots of root beer and coke! fats! practically drank maple syrup this morning at macs for breakfast. man i feel diabetic. better exercise now!!! didnt talk much yesterday as compared to last year in class. hahaa. had a long night walk from our room at costa sands to pasir ris park playground. quite fun. played with that sphere thing and the satellite disk thing that turns round and round. heh. then some people climbed on the rope pyramid thing. yay! quite fun. i love 4e6! i love the stupid things that we did, are doing and will always do! yayye!

TheServant

6:05 PM

all of a sudden, i've got nothing to do. the drama's over. yf camp's over. pj's wedding's over. the drama ended last night. all the hard work and practicing for the last three months reached it's climax last night. it lasted about 45 minutes. it was good. i know many people left the auditorium with many unanswered questions, but i believe that seeds were sown. He will do the rest.

truely, it was a heart warming experience, where people amkmc yf, many of them, came together, with commitment and conviction, and with one purpose. it was so clear, right from the first rehearsal to the last. even during the three days and three nights of painting the canvas, it was evident that everyone put their heart and soul into it, even if it was painting the buildings or clouds.

many people have come and praised me about the rose. boy! it's a wonder how fast news spread. but deep inside i know that it's only through Him that i could do it. really. i can really do all things through Him who gives me strength. really really.

the table i was standing on slipped during the full dress rehearsal. thankfully i only has some scratches on my feet and toes. how wonderfully it is to fall from two tables stacked on top of one another and not get serious injuries! praise Him :)

TheServant

11:39 PM

merry christmas everyone! today, let's remember the birth of the greatest gift God has ever given - Baby Jesus! yep. merry christmas!!

i finally have some time to sit in front of my lappie on my bed to blog this nonsense. have been extremely busy the past week, with assignment deadlines to meet, the end of yf camp, doing the programme card for the drama and writing christmas cards. actually i only started writing christmas cards last night and slept at 6am. woke up at 950am. tired! and i only wrote 14 cards the whole night/morning. but it's worth it, considering the amount of words i wrote per card. the bad thing is that i havent finished writing for all the girls yet. by the time i finish it'll be next christmas! Hohoho!

received quite a number of presents, cookies,brownies and many many cards! my aunt gave us angpow for christmas present. so cute right. but it's the thought that counts. thanks guys! love ya!

right.tomorrow's the big day! it's the drama! it's finally here! i'm not nervous yet. yet. peoples, no matter how old you are, you're cordially invited to come and watch it! it's at mgs auditorium. refreshments start at 530. be there!

REMEMBER: BE AT METHODIST GIRLS' SCHOOL BY 530 PM! :)

TheServant

1:07 AM

tmr is finally yf camp. finally. but it doesnt feel like it. reason is because i've been so busy with thousand and one things. and quite a number of bad things have been happening to all of us these days. the work of the evil one. sigh. but we shall and will stand strong against him. grrr.

super angry with AA today. i shall not elaborate more or my keyboard will surely spoil. grrrrr.

why am i still here when i havent packed, and neither have i completed my project which is due on monday, and havent written any christmas cards! i am so last minute. i need to slap myself. a real good slap.

*PIAK*

TheServant

9:14 PM

God indeed works in wonderful and miraculous ways. this week is going to be a busy one for me, having to go to church tonight to do camp file and tomorrow for drama rehearsal. and last week my teacher announced that this wednesday's lecture is cancelled, so that we can stay home to finish our work. and yesterday, i heard that today's C&E lecture has been cancelled. next week on mon 19 of dec we've got full dress rehearsal at mgs. and yesterday my psychology tutorial lecturer said that there isnt class next mon. is this good or what!!! it's more than a coincidence. how can it be that whenever i've got something on in church that night, the lecture for the day is cancelled?? indeed, indeed. God does things so perfectly. i'm greatly encouraged to continue in my service to Him :)

still havent gotten over the fact of his death. now i always try avoiding going to the basement to do things cos it always brings back memories, and i always half expect him to be there, outside the glass sliding door grinning at me. the fact is that he wont be there anymore. yes, i've got to learn to get over it. but it's hard. have been trying to stay out late at night before coming home. running away is definitely not the way to go. sighh. help me.

at least these days i've got things to look forward to. the YF camp and the drama. those who have not signed up please do so! simply be in church at 9am on saturday and look for me :) drama's on the 26 of dec at mgs auditorium. you're cordially invited, especially so since i'm in the cast :)

be there, or be square.

TheServant

5:47 PM

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TheServant

12:05 AM

it's been five days since the demise of my doggie. indeed, i've lost a friend in him, someone who was always there for me, happy and lively [sometimes irritating though] when i wasnt always there for him. someone who always welcome me home even when i'm still turning the bend towards my house. someone who's always so excited about doing things with me although sometimes i'm not very enthusiastic. sigh. still havent really gotten over it yet. have been busying myself with many many things to try getting the thoughts out of my head.

but i want to thank the few special people in my life who has been there for me. you know who you are and i really thank God for you :) you WILL be blessed.

pj's church wedding was quite good. i was the assistant photographer for the day. heh. it's a once in a lifetime thing so i'm quite honoured. hehe. and got angpow.

right. got to get ready to go out now:) bye.

TheServant

4:18 PM

The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want; He makes me lie down in green pastures. He leads me beside still waters; He restores my soul.

Psalm 23