Tuesday, January 31, 2006
i'm super extremely tired. left genting at 3am yesterday and arrived home at 10 am this morning. went to ahma's house for dinner and now i'm back home again. bleahh. i would really like to have a nice long sleep but i've yet to finish doing my vscp1 proj presentation for tomorrow. another late night. thank goodness i was smart enough to bring my laptop to malaysia so that still can do in the hotel room. for the first time we didnt have steamboat for our reunion dinner. we had jap buffet dinner. i almost died eating the desserts. haha. yay. i loved our room in penang too. exec suit. super shuang.
some pics:
the walk in closet in our room, next to the balcony.
the beautiful sunset taken from penang bridge towards penang. was quite a struggle taking a shot froma fast moving car, and without a lamppost in the pic.
and we went parasailing! that's me taking off. whee!! damn nice man! i'm so going to go again :)
i'm getting fat. five days of eating chendol and charkuaytiao. arggghgghhg. *turns green*
some pics:
the walk in closet in our room, next to the balcony.
the beautiful sunset taken from penang bridge towards penang. was quite a struggle taking a shot froma fast moving car, and without a lamppost in the pic.
and we went parasailing! that's me taking off. whee!! damn nice man! i'm so going to go again :)
i'm getting fat. five days of eating chendol and charkuaytiao. arggghgghhg. *turns green*
TheServant
9:20 PM
i'm finally back from malaysia. went for a hol during the chinese new year break. dont ask why we didnt stay in singapore to get angbaos. will post some nice picssoon:) and i decided to use the templates provided by blogger so that it'd be more mac/firefox/safari friendly. it'll be more convenient to blog in school also. i want powerbookG5.
TheServant
4:50 PM
Monday, January 23, 2006
had quite a good CF today. i finally realised that i'm not the only one who feels that actually some of the people in design school are quite spoil. many are christians, but not judging anyone, quite a number of them are not living testimonies to the unsaved as i have observed. it's comforting to know that there're some people who feels the same way as i do cos here in school, i dont really socialise much in a bid to try avoiding all the spoil things they do or say. but i'm happy that He placed some wonderful people here in the school with me, and i believe that He put us here in design school for a purpose. yep:)
fusion on sat was greater than expected. saturday started off really badly, but the leaders meeting and fusion lightened my mood. everything the pre-service worship leader said was like God speaking to me directly. isnt He just awesome?
sunday was cell ushering and cell profile day so we had a baking session on fri to bless the whole service. not everyone turned up at the baking session, and we worked till almost 1am. but it was all worth it when there was this sense of pride and 'unitedness' [no such word] among the girls. unity. heeee. the cookies were nice. i took home 4 and ate 1 in church. hahaaa. pig. absolute greed!
fusion on sat was greater than expected. saturday started off really badly, but the leaders meeting and fusion lightened my mood. everything the pre-service worship leader said was like God speaking to me directly. isnt He just awesome?
sunday was cell ushering and cell profile day so we had a baking session on fri to bless the whole service. not everyone turned up at the baking session, and we worked till almost 1am. but it was all worth it when there was this sense of pride and 'unitedness' [no such word] among the girls. unity. heeee. the cookies were nice. i took home 4 and ate 1 in church. hahaaa. pig. absolute greed!
TheServant
11:03 PM
Thursday, January 19, 2006
i actually have nothing much to blog about today, other than the grumbling and rantings for the days. i suppose it's the same as everyone else's. i'm very tired and i've got lots and lots of projects and homework yadayadayada.. the plus point here is that my school hols are coming. the bad part is that before we enjoy our hols, we've got tonnes of work to do. and i'm so dead. still got many many pics to enlarge and i havent even finished taking them yet. sigh.. only enlarged 7 pics. got 13 more and more pictures to take! GOD HELP ME! give me ideas!! help me make my lecturer understand what my pictures mean cos they require some explaining. arghh. why did i even come up with such a difficult topic in the first place? but as elaine says, it's hard work and lots of effort but in the end it'll be worthwhile. i'll just keep this in mind. :) by the way my topic is the things people throw, physical and emotional. what emotional things can you throw/discard? childhood? confidence? beliefs? love? hope? PEOPLE, IF YOU'VE IDEAS PLEASE TAG OR MSG OR CALL ME!!! I REALLY NEED MORE IDEAS!
TheServant
10:26 PM
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
really inspired after watching the video on photographers during the american-vietnamese war. about how vietnamese and american soldiers risked their lives capturing the war in pictures. many of them disobeyed commands from their generals just to get that shot and of course, looking back, they had no regrets at all. it's really hard trying to be a reporter for your country and at the same time a soldier. the most amazing thing is that everywhere they go they'd bring their developers and fixer and they'd process their film in the middle of the night in the jungle by the stream! imagine how much work they've to do with minimum lighting and putting their lives in danger and bla bla bla and right here in singapore we cant even do a good job processing!! how diu lian. it's true that without hardship we'd never learn.
i'm really disappointed with guys these days. of course not all la. i do know some guys who're real guys. the others dont even deserve to be called guys. today i was at the bus stop at seletar air base. the youngest person there and one of the two girls. when 86 came, all the guys, which includes army personel, and other men aged 20 to 60 rushed to the edge of the pavement hoping that the bus would stop right in front of them so that they can be the first to board and thus get seats. this shows that 1)they are selfish 2)they are ungentlemanly. they are selfish cos they dont take the elderly behind them into consideration and still got the cheek to rush up the bus first. but anyway most of them dont get a seat cos normally all the seats taken and they're too fat to share seats with someone else. besides rushing up the bus, they also squeeze with you, rush to get that seat, not hold doors open for you, jump your queue etc etc. what's worse about them is that cos most of them at that bus stop are either from the army or work as technicians, they would be extremely smelly at the end of the day. pukes. if they sit beside you, you'd probably faint. haaa.
seems as though men dont know how to be men. maybe they might need some girls to teach them how to.
i'm really disappointed with guys these days. of course not all la. i do know some guys who're real guys. the others dont even deserve to be called guys. today i was at the bus stop at seletar air base. the youngest person there and one of the two girls. when 86 came, all the guys, which includes army personel, and other men aged 20 to 60 rushed to the edge of the pavement hoping that the bus would stop right in front of them so that they can be the first to board and thus get seats. this shows that 1)they are selfish 2)they are ungentlemanly. they are selfish cos they dont take the elderly behind them into consideration and still got the cheek to rush up the bus first. but anyway most of them dont get a seat cos normally all the seats taken and they're too fat to share seats with someone else. besides rushing up the bus, they also squeeze with you, rush to get that seat, not hold doors open for you, jump your queue etc etc. what's worse about them is that cos most of them at that bus stop are either from the army or work as technicians, they would be extremely smelly at the end of the day. pukes. if they sit beside you, you'd probably faint. haaa.
seems as though men dont know how to be men. maybe they might need some girls to teach them how to.
TheServant
12:20 AM
Saturday, January 14, 2006
why must i always be the one who cleans the stupid room when i'm not the sole occupant and get scolded for not doing anything when in fact i do most of it. why do they always think that i'm so free just because i leave home the latest and come home the earliest. by the way to those at home, if you think being in design school is very very slack, please do yourself a favour by slapping yourself. i'd greatly appreciate it. go on, slap yourself now.why do i always get scolded for waking up late when i DO NOT even get a bloody chance to sleep early because unfortunately some people at home have too much homework that they spend 10 hours just to complete one stupid essay. why am i always so unappreciated and dont get the things i deserve when others get the bloody things thay dont deserve at all. why am i always left alone here and all they care about is they and themselves. it's times like this when i really feel like running away. but of course it's really stupid if i do so.
really, this house is just like a concentration camp where i'm not allowed to do anything on my own freewill. everything in my life is decided for me. i might be smiling happily on the outside but it doesnt mean i'm really happy inside.
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how i hate this. dont they just see it. at least i know my God sees it.
i just miss my doggy so so much :(
really, this house is just like a concentration camp where i'm not allowed to do anything on my own freewill. everything in my life is decided for me. i might be smiling happily on the outside but it doesnt mean i'm really happy inside.
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how i hate this. dont they just see it. at least i know my God sees it.
i just miss my doggy so so much :(
TheServant
1:18 PM
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
had a nice dinner last night at casurina road. finally got to eat my mutton murtabak! have been wanting to eat it for a long time and the church coffeeshop's indian muslim stall always doesnt have it. or at least they dont have it everytime i'm there. arhh. haha. then we had a stroll along nemesu ave and seraya cresc where i saw my old house of the first four years of my life. it has changes so much.
we walked to the back where the forest is. then we decided to walk in the forest follwing the trail. it was pitch dark man. but of course not as dark as the darkroom in school, which has only 1% of light. walking along the nature trail at night is quite cool. saw luminous fungi on the tree and 2 fireflies. haha. this couple also went there to take night photography. not bad ah. but must make sure they take the right things. hahaa.
i want and need so many things!!!!!
i need a new and big bag. have been using my current dirty bag since sec3. i need a powerbook!!!!! POWERBOOK. i need colour pencils and paint brushes! i need new shoes and slippers. saw a nice brown ripple slipper today. psbb also has nice slippers:) i need an at least 3 megapixel digicam. of course a higher megapixel DSLR would be better la. most preferably and canon or nikon. :) i want the green/white tigger shirt from giordano. so cute. i want the dark blue and green adidas jacket. so nice. i need photoshop and illustrator softwares!!! last of all i need money. arghh.
we walked to the back where the forest is. then we decided to walk in the forest follwing the trail. it was pitch dark man. but of course not as dark as the darkroom in school, which has only 1% of light. walking along the nature trail at night is quite cool. saw luminous fungi on the tree and 2 fireflies. haha. this couple also went there to take night photography. not bad ah. but must make sure they take the right things. hahaa.
i want and need so many things!!!!!
i need a new and big bag. have been using my current dirty bag since sec3. i need a powerbook!!!!! POWERBOOK. i need colour pencils and paint brushes! i need new shoes and slippers. saw a nice brown ripple slipper today. psbb also has nice slippers:) i need an at least 3 megapixel digicam. of course a higher megapixel DSLR would be better la. most preferably and canon or nikon. :) i want the green/white tigger shirt from giordano. so cute. i want the dark blue and green adidas jacket. so nice. i need photoshop and illustrator softwares!!! last of all i need money. arghh.
TheServant
4:55 PM
Monday, January 09, 2006
just had dinner at the coffeeshop outside my estate with my family and dad's friend from denmark. and he said that he liked tiger beer!!! hahaa. i thought it's one of the lousiest beers. i'm super full now. ahhh..
TheServant
10:00 PM
oh shucks. i'm having a terrible headache right now. it's from the front to the back of my head. darn. stupid. must be the walking home in the rain yesterday. but i've walked home in the rain thousands of times for the past few years and a headache has never once occured. argghh. at least the laptop is at home if not i'm going to be so much more angrier. i hate it when people take it away, espcially now when the wireless internet is down, which only leaves the broadband line from the stupid modem. really sucks man. thank God my class starts at 3 so i have lots of time to do stuff in the morning. sighhh.
this month's going to be quite exciting. with cg starting soon and with the cookie thingy, fusion and millions of other stuff. gonna be busy too. hehee. but i'm starting to be organised by using the stupid prudential planner thing that he gave me. but sarah says that i'm still not as organised cos i still chuck pieces of paper in between the pages of the planner. hahaha. at least i put in a effort okay.
i have psychology exam on the fourth of feb. that's bad la! immediately after chinese new year. oh no. back to studying again. but it's okay i guess. studying's quite fun sometimes. and besides, i havent studied in like a year. it's books time :)
FOURTH OF FEBRUARY!
this month's going to be quite exciting. with cg starting soon and with the cookie thingy, fusion and millions of other stuff. gonna be busy too. hehee. but i'm starting to be organised by using the stupid prudential planner thing that he gave me. but sarah says that i'm still not as organised cos i still chuck pieces of paper in between the pages of the planner. hahaha. at least i put in a effort okay.
i have psychology exam on the fourth of feb. that's bad la! immediately after chinese new year. oh no. back to studying again. but it's okay i guess. studying's quite fun sometimes. and besides, i havent studied in like a year. it's books time :)
FOURTH OF FEBRUARY!
TheServant
10:13 AM
Sunday, January 08, 2006
i finally finished my new skin. yea yea. i know it not skillfully done cos i dunno how to use javascript. but it's okay. at lease it's for a good cause. save the giraffes! they're vunerable! how i just so love giraffes. i'm currently making a zebra skin. but it's in my other comp that has photoshop. this one is made without photoshopping, which is why it looks so raw. lalaalaaa. by the way, you might not be able to see the blog in properly if you're using mozilla firefox or safari to surf the net cos i think the codes are little faulty. sorry! i'll try to look for the right ones. hehee.
today managed to take some pics for darkroom. finally! gotten some ideas thanks to elaine :) this sem i must do very well. last sem slacked a little cos of christmas and all that stuff.
was very encouraged when she came for powerhouse yest. among all girls it was her. i'm very pleased. in fact, quite ashamed as well cos i came late and she was on time.
today children's min worship team 1 played. for the first time,its an all girls band, comprising of jenna [supposedly joy], serena, tam mei, natty and me! the powerpuff girls! so proud of the girls! specially my two sheeps who're in the same band :) just if cher was support singing...
that's all for today. take care of the giraffes!
today managed to take some pics for darkroom. finally! gotten some ideas thanks to elaine :) this sem i must do very well. last sem slacked a little cos of christmas and all that stuff.
was very encouraged when she came for powerhouse yest. among all girls it was her. i'm very pleased. in fact, quite ashamed as well cos i came late and she was on time.
today children's min worship team 1 played. for the first time,its an all girls band, comprising of jenna [supposedly joy], serena, tam mei, natty and me! the powerpuff girls! so proud of the girls! specially my two sheeps who're in the same band :) just if cher was support singing...
that's all for today. take care of the giraffes!
TheServant
11:15 PM
Thursday, January 05, 2006
i'm so in need of elaine's help for ptohography!! thank goodness she's online now to help. she's the best help for my schoolwork! :):)
term 4 of freshmen year started yesterday, after a week of holiday. but it wasnt really much of a holiday actually. it was activity packed! the first weekend was christmas, monday was the drama, tuesday was shopping day at ikea and orchard with mommy, wed was movie and outing day with heis and mar and class chalet, thurs also class chalet, friday was slacking at sher's house, sat was watchnight and countdown in church and sunday church and cell lunch. you see? no resting day!
i'm so looking forward to chinese new year and then my long march hols! i've got to work so that i can go for a holiday if mommy allows. i really really want to go. but it's going to be extremely ex. either holiday of powerbook? i want both! sigh!!
lately my favourite pastime has been looking for snails in the fish tank and getting them out with the giant twizzer and killing them. HAHAHA! of course large garden snails are still funner to destroy. i get more kick out of killing the large jucier ones!
okay. i shall stop being so gross and start doing my psychology homework.
darn.
term 4 of freshmen year started yesterday, after a week of holiday. but it wasnt really much of a holiday actually. it was activity packed! the first weekend was christmas, monday was the drama, tuesday was shopping day at ikea and orchard with mommy, wed was movie and outing day with heis and mar and class chalet, thurs also class chalet, friday was slacking at sher's house, sat was watchnight and countdown in church and sunday church and cell lunch. you see? no resting day!
i'm so looking forward to chinese new year and then my long march hols! i've got to work so that i can go for a holiday if mommy allows. i really really want to go. but it's going to be extremely ex. either holiday of powerbook? i want both! sigh!!
lately my favourite pastime has been looking for snails in the fish tank and getting them out with the giant twizzer and killing them. HAHAHA! of course large garden snails are still funner to destroy. i get more kick out of killing the large jucier ones!
okay. i shall stop being so gross and start doing my psychology homework.
darn.
TheServant
12:18 AM