Saturday, January 14, 2006
why must i always be the one who cleans the stupid room when i'm not the sole occupant and get scolded for not doing anything when in fact i do most of it. why do they always think that i'm so free just because i leave home the latest and come home the earliest. by the way to those at home, if you think being in design school is very very slack, please do yourself a favour by slapping yourself. i'd greatly appreciate it. go on, slap yourself now.why do i always get scolded for waking up late when i DO NOT even get a bloody chance to sleep early because unfortunately some people at home have too much homework that they spend 10 hours just to complete one stupid essay. why am i always so unappreciated and dont get the things i deserve when others get the bloody things thay dont deserve at all. why am i always left alone here and all they care about is they and themselves. it's times like this when i really feel like running away. but of course it's really stupid if i do so.
really, this house is just like a concentration camp where i'm not allowed to do anything on my own freewill. everything in my life is decided for me. i might be smiling happily on the outside but it doesnt mean i'm really happy inside.
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how i hate this. dont they just see it. at least i know my God sees it.
i just miss my doggy so so much :(
really, this house is just like a concentration camp where i'm not allowed to do anything on my own freewill. everything in my life is decided for me. i might be smiling happily on the outside but it doesnt mean i'm really happy inside.
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how i hate this. dont they just see it. at least i know my God sees it.
i just miss my doggy so so much :(
TheServant
1:18 PM