Sunday, March 05, 2006
it all started on friday night when i got a call saying that the stupid thing has been cancelled. what the. i dunno what on earth are they trying to do la!! they asked us to help them do this particular thing and made us go through so much trouble planning and getting helpers and finally cancelled it just like that cos in the first place they havent even confirmed the budget for the project. and they're only meeting today which is sunday, when our plan was to complete it by yesterday. walao eh. why do old people always think that younger people are always so free. hello? we're of different generations, and you come from the generation where you can play chapteh or go swimming in the monsoon drain all day long, without even having to worry about homework or tests cos no one cared. and you think that we're so free to wait for all your dilly dallying just to meet to confirm a budget that would cos less than $50. stupid layers of fats.
yesterday i woke up to find lunch being served on the table. totally had no motivation to wake up early at all. stupid. the worse thing is that i'm the only one at home, excluding the maid. so i dunno what's the point of waking up early to find yourself all alone in your own house. thank God the lappy is still on my desk cos it's my only means of outside communication. it has become my best friend. at night went out for dinner with the girls. i must say that i had a great time laughing at stuff which i shouldnt post here. but it's not anything bad about anyone. then i went home only to get scolded for not picking up my phone calls when i didnt even hear the ringing or feel the vibration at all. what worse is that i 'whoever' didnt believe me at all. whatever.
today is a bad sunday. think i played very awfully badly for amkids and 5612. stupid. had stomachache due to tehping siew dai, which i like very much. :( design min meeting at bk and felt very sick after that. very very sick indeed. went to the bus stop to go home and everyone's buses came and left so quickly, except mine. but it didnt matter cos i didnt want to go home early anyway. i dont see what's the damn point of going home. everyone's out. mom's working and the rest are out enjoying the sun, sand, sea, and fair winds. so what am i supposed to do? i dont get to enjoy any of theese things. mom considers work as a pleasure. good for her. and so my bus finally came, and here i am all alone back at home, talking to nobody but myself on the lappy, which thankfully is still here with me. so much so for calling sunday a family day when i'm the only one at home. even the people who set this rule are obviously not obeying it. how i wish that there was someone out there whom i can call out at any time of the day to hang out with or to talk or to just enjoy each other's company, even if it was 2am in the morning. i've many friends, but i wonder just who would be willing to do that. ever since i started sec 1, i can count with my fingers the number of people who called just to ask how i've been or to talk without having an agenda behind their calling. and this year i'm going to be 18.
yes yes. i know that these are just my mindless ramblings, and self centered and wishful thinking on my part that doesnt amount up to much. aiya. whatever.
yesterday i woke up to find lunch being served on the table. totally had no motivation to wake up early at all. stupid. the worse thing is that i'm the only one at home, excluding the maid. so i dunno what's the point of waking up early to find yourself all alone in your own house. thank God the lappy is still on my desk cos it's my only means of outside communication. it has become my best friend. at night went out for dinner with the girls. i must say that i had a great time laughing at stuff which i shouldnt post here. but it's not anything bad about anyone. then i went home only to get scolded for not picking up my phone calls when i didnt even hear the ringing or feel the vibration at all. what worse is that i 'whoever' didnt believe me at all. whatever.
today is a bad sunday. think i played very awfully badly for amkids and 5612. stupid. had stomachache due to tehping siew dai, which i like very much. :( design min meeting at bk and felt very sick after that. very very sick indeed. went to the bus stop to go home and everyone's buses came and left so quickly, except mine. but it didnt matter cos i didnt want to go home early anyway. i dont see what's the damn point of going home. everyone's out. mom's working and the rest are out enjoying the sun, sand, sea, and fair winds. so what am i supposed to do? i dont get to enjoy any of theese things. mom considers work as a pleasure. good for her. and so my bus finally came, and here i am all alone back at home, talking to nobody but myself on the lappy, which thankfully is still here with me. so much so for calling sunday a family day when i'm the only one at home. even the people who set this rule are obviously not obeying it. how i wish that there was someone out there whom i can call out at any time of the day to hang out with or to talk or to just enjoy each other's company, even if it was 2am in the morning. i've many friends, but i wonder just who would be willing to do that. ever since i started sec 1, i can count with my fingers the number of people who called just to ask how i've been or to talk without having an agenda behind their calling. and this year i'm going to be 18.
yes yes. i know that these are just my mindless ramblings, and self centered and wishful thinking on my part that doesnt amount up to much. aiya. whatever.
TheServant
2:16 PM