Saturday, April 29, 2006
just went for a run. it wasnt satisfactory though. only ran one round around the estate and one round around the park. i think like all things, running is not something i can do well in the mornings. i'm a night owl. the unsatisfactory run was also due to the bad condition of my body. you see, i didnt have dinner last night, and havent had brekkie also. the last thing i had yesterday was a diluted glass of tiger at a coffee shop at angmokio ave something. my parents were hungry so we went for dinner/supper. my dad gave me half of the ice in his glass, hence, i got diluted tiger :( and erm.. it's no good running with an empty stomach. but cant be too full either or else will get appendicitis. :( anyway, i'm filling myself up with a heavy, no fats, high fibre and and high vitamins brekkie. FRUITS!! i love fruits. i've got to eat lots of it to make up for the lack of veggies. just had two slices of papaya. i've still got watermelon, guava, apples, pears and jambus waiting in the fridge :D i love fruits!! too much fruits means i need to shit soon!! but it's okay. moving bowels is good. hee. shitty feeling!
i dunno why for some reason i cant wait to start school. hehe. maybe it means that time is passing fastr and my birthday is coming soon. yes!! in 29 days!! go look at 'the things you can get me' column. made slight amendments again. :) i'm quite looking forward to my birthday this year. but 18 years old quite old already lehh. sigh.
right. i feel like shitting now. ahahaaa. ahhh.. bye!
A Bientot!
i dunno why for some reason i cant wait to start school. hehe. maybe it means that time is passing fastr and my birthday is coming soon. yes!! in 29 days!! go look at 'the things you can get me' column. made slight amendments again. :) i'm quite looking forward to my birthday this year. but 18 years old quite old already lehh. sigh.
right. i feel like shitting now. ahahaaa. ahhh.. bye!
A Bientot!
TheServant
11:03 AM
Thursday, April 27, 2006
i've added a a couple of new items in the 'things you can get me' column. now there're 18 in total, cos i'll be 18 this year. some are not tangible items though :)
today i stood at the bus stop at seletar airbase, leaned against the bus stop pillar, looked at the evening sky which had light greyish blue clouds in front of the bright but dark orange setting sun, thinking of how i'm going to paint it, when i suddenly thought to myself :' HEY!! I REALLY DO HAVE A PLACE ON EARTH, AND I'M STANDING ON HARD GROUND, WELL AND ALIVE!! then i turned around and stamped my feet on the ground a few times to check that i wasnt dreaming. then i thought again : what if i was just a wandering spirit and no one could see me? if i really am a wondering spirit, what would it mean? what would i do? why am i here? it means that i wouldnt have any purpose here and.. yes.. i'd wander around aimlessly. duh!! heh. i look at my phone clock and it reads 18:45. i yawn. i am getting tired. 86 came soon after that and i boarded it. so it's confirmed. i am human after all. spirits dont get tired. humans do. spirits dont have to take 86 home. but i have to. i stand/sit at three different bus stops twice daily, watching people move from place to place like robots, carrying out their daily living. sometimes i wonder if they actually know what they're doing, rather than looking at their clock that says 730. cukoo cukoo. then they'll think to themselves: okay. it's time for me to go to the bus stop and take 268 to the ang mo kio avenue 4 market to buy fish and duck. or the clock reads 730. cukoo cukoo. it's time for me to go to the bus stop and take 70 to shenton way. sometimes i think we're just like conveyer belts, going around in circles and not getting anywhere, but eventually returning to the place we started. i do not want to live my life as a robot. God would have gladly made 9 billion robots for the world. we all have a purpose and destiny. we just have to seek it. i'm seeking mine.
that was just a random thought. to you it might seem quite DUH. maybe it really is. but oh well. i like thinking and visualising such things. it gives me some excitement on my very long bus rides.
the elections are next week. i'm definitely voting for PAP if i had the chance to. i'm very pro PAP. heh. nothing at all to say about politics and all these election thingy, but the only comment i have about them is that their posters are not very nice. they're not ugly, just not very nice. today they stuck some of the posters around the neighbourhood. hehheh. i shall go inspect closely tomorrow and say hi to LHL who's waving at us! :) go PAP!
oh ya! i got A for communicating for designers! yay! it was super last minute. had to write 3 essays. i wrote two the night before and 1 in the morning before i left for school at 9. heh. but i've promised myself that such things would never happen again. never ever. i almost died.
For all honour and blessing and power
Belongs to You
today i stood at the bus stop at seletar airbase, leaned against the bus stop pillar, looked at the evening sky which had light greyish blue clouds in front of the bright but dark orange setting sun, thinking of how i'm going to paint it, when i suddenly thought to myself :' HEY!! I REALLY DO HAVE A PLACE ON EARTH, AND I'M STANDING ON HARD GROUND, WELL AND ALIVE!! then i turned around and stamped my feet on the ground a few times to check that i wasnt dreaming. then i thought again : what if i was just a wandering spirit and no one could see me? if i really am a wondering spirit, what would it mean? what would i do? why am i here? it means that i wouldnt have any purpose here and.. yes.. i'd wander around aimlessly. duh!! heh. i look at my phone clock and it reads 18:45. i yawn. i am getting tired. 86 came soon after that and i boarded it. so it's confirmed. i am human after all. spirits dont get tired. humans do. spirits dont have to take 86 home. but i have to. i stand/sit at three different bus stops twice daily, watching people move from place to place like robots, carrying out their daily living. sometimes i wonder if they actually know what they're doing, rather than looking at their clock that says 730. cukoo cukoo. then they'll think to themselves: okay. it's time for me to go to the bus stop and take 268 to the ang mo kio avenue 4 market to buy fish and duck. or the clock reads 730. cukoo cukoo. it's time for me to go to the bus stop and take 70 to shenton way. sometimes i think we're just like conveyer belts, going around in circles and not getting anywhere, but eventually returning to the place we started. i do not want to live my life as a robot. God would have gladly made 9 billion robots for the world. we all have a purpose and destiny. we just have to seek it. i'm seeking mine.
that was just a random thought. to you it might seem quite DUH. maybe it really is. but oh well. i like thinking and visualising such things. it gives me some excitement on my very long bus rides.
the elections are next week. i'm definitely voting for PAP if i had the chance to. i'm very pro PAP. heh. nothing at all to say about politics and all these election thingy, but the only comment i have about them is that their posters are not very nice. they're not ugly, just not very nice. today they stuck some of the posters around the neighbourhood. hehheh. i shall go inspect closely tomorrow and say hi to LHL who's waving at us! :) go PAP!
oh ya! i got A for communicating for designers! yay! it was super last minute. had to write 3 essays. i wrote two the night before and 1 in the morning before i left for school at 9. heh. but i've promised myself that such things would never happen again. never ever. i almost died.
For all honour and blessing and power
Belongs to You
TheServant
10:48 PM
in the previous entry i said that i hated cut queuers and yet i still cut queue. but it's not that i really want to do so. it definitely makes no sense for us to wait many hours just so that we'll get our turn according to running numbers. it means that people who dont make the effort to come earlier gets to go first. at least i made the effort to go early.
TheServant
1:50 AM
today's another good day. two good things happened. one: i completed my add/frop.now i've gotmy full set of 7 subjects. french, digital imaging, advertising, applied illustration, vscp2, layout and design and prepress technology. thankfully i went to school early to report so natalie and i got to cut queue although our queue numbers were 127 and 128 respectively. yaye!! thank God man. didnt really have to wait long for our turn.
the second good thing today is that i met marya and heidi!!! must thank me for waiting since 1130!! went to tpjc to wait for marya to finish her stuff. then we decided to go to changi airport budget terminal to have a look. took an sbs bus from outside her school to t2, where we had to wait for a shuttle bus that brings us to the budget terminal. marya and i were the first in the line, and behind us was a woman in pink. let's just call her the pink lady. when the shuttle bus came, we had to wait awhile for the people inside to alight so that we could board it. we decided to board from the back door cos the people inside seemed to all want to alight from the front. anyway, we were walking towards the back door when the pink woman suddenly cut our queue and went ahead of us. just as she was approaching the back door of the bus, then door closed right in front of her face. HAHAHAHAHAA!!! super funny man. in the end marya and i still got onto the bus first. hhaaha. so much so for her trying to get up the bus first. that's just too bad for her.
i just hate people cutting queues, especially if they're those superbly inconsiderate aunties talking very loudly as if they own the world, and carrying big bulky bags pushing people around cos their bodies are the same size as their bags and they've no space.
i dunno why but sometimes i feel stressed cos people have high expectations from me in the various aspects of my life. they might not say it straight in my face but i just know and feel it through they way they talk to me and things like that. so i'll have to work hard so that i wouldnt fall short and so that i wont disappoint these people. but most importantly, i dont do things just because i want/have to meet expectations, but cos i know i've been called to do these things, and i do all that i do for the Someone who has always been there for me and to guide me through.
Men are made for greatness.
the second good thing today is that i met marya and heidi!!! must thank me for waiting since 1130!! went to tpjc to wait for marya to finish her stuff. then we decided to go to changi airport budget terminal to have a look. took an sbs bus from outside her school to t2, where we had to wait for a shuttle bus that brings us to the budget terminal. marya and i were the first in the line, and behind us was a woman in pink. let's just call her the pink lady. when the shuttle bus came, we had to wait awhile for the people inside to alight so that we could board it. we decided to board from the back door cos the people inside seemed to all want to alight from the front. anyway, we were walking towards the back door when the pink woman suddenly cut our queue and went ahead of us. just as she was approaching the back door of the bus, then door closed right in front of her face. HAHAHAHAHAA!!! super funny man. in the end marya and i still got onto the bus first. hhaaha. so much so for her trying to get up the bus first. that's just too bad for her.
i just hate people cutting queues, especially if they're those superbly inconsiderate aunties talking very loudly as if they own the world, and carrying big bulky bags pushing people around cos their bodies are the same size as their bags and they've no space.
i dunno why but sometimes i feel stressed cos people have high expectations from me in the various aspects of my life. they might not say it straight in my face but i just know and feel it through they way they talk to me and things like that. so i'll have to work hard so that i wouldnt fall short and so that i wont disappoint these people. but most importantly, i dont do things just because i want/have to meet expectations, but cos i know i've been called to do these things, and i do all that i do for the Someone who has always been there for me and to guide me through.
Men are made for greatness.
TheServant
12:58 AM
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
salut!!
today i waited 3 damn hours just to get the stupid queue number before we were asked to go back tomorrow cos there were many people before us and had to let the seniors go first. grr. natalie and i listened to the song 'bad day' thrice. damn sian and irritated. but it was okay in the end cos a few BEAUTIFUL people remembered and bothered and asked me how it was going. cassandra is loving kyw, miss ng, miss e and wj. thanks dears. God makes sure His sheep who're shepherds look out for their sheeps :) yaye. i is feeling loved and cared for today. it's not a feeling you get every other day, you know. it always feels good to have someone remember you despite themselves being so busy and caught up in their own lives, and knowing that they're there and you dont have to go through it alone. it means you mean something to that person. oh happy day. i also want to say special thanks to my very very very very very good friend, wjin. :) gal, thanks for pei-ing me to do stuff, and for call/smsing/msning me when you know i'll be very sian. first two days of school would be so different if you didnt sms/call me. yeah. thanks dear. and i still you your birthday pressie. ahha. i'm also happy that kyw remembered that i started school yesterday and cheered me on. i feel loved. :) and i love them too<3
i am missing my brother, who's in shanghai with his acsi people for their overseas educational programme. though we dont really talk much, i know we share a special bond. we know what's happening and how we feel without having to verbalise it. :) i is loving my one and only bro. hope he buys me stuff. ahahaha. and my sis.. aiya. heck la. hurhur.
me is going off now.
Au revoir!
LOVING, AND BEING LOVED
today i waited 3 damn hours just to get the stupid queue number before we were asked to go back tomorrow cos there were many people before us and had to let the seniors go first. grr. natalie and i listened to the song 'bad day' thrice. damn sian and irritated. but it was okay in the end cos a few BEAUTIFUL people remembered and bothered and asked me how it was going. cassandra is loving kyw, miss ng, miss e and wj. thanks dears. God makes sure His sheep who're shepherds look out for their sheeps :) yaye. i is feeling loved and cared for today. it's not a feeling you get every other day, you know. it always feels good to have someone remember you despite themselves being so busy and caught up in their own lives, and knowing that they're there and you dont have to go through it alone. it means you mean something to that person. oh happy day. i also want to say special thanks to my very very very very very good friend, wjin. :) gal, thanks for pei-ing me to do stuff, and for call/smsing/msning me when you know i'll be very sian. first two days of school would be so different if you didnt sms/call me. yeah. thanks dear. and i still you your birthday pressie. ahha. i'm also happy that kyw remembered that i started school yesterday and cheered me on. i feel loved. :) and i love them too<3
i am missing my brother, who's in shanghai with his acsi people for their overseas educational programme. though we dont really talk much, i know we share a special bond. we know what's happening and how we feel without having to verbalise it. :) i is loving my one and only bro. hope he buys me stuff. ahahaha. and my sis.. aiya. heck la. hurhur.
me is going off now.
Au revoir!
LOVING, AND BEING LOVED
TheServant
11:13 PM
Monday, April 24, 2006
salut!!
heh. that's hi in french. i had my first french class today. it was quite fun, though the words were a little hard to pronounce. struggle. and there's no word 'it' in french. everything has a gender. chairs are feminine, and walls and ceilings are masculine. the OHP is masculine. a page is feminine. Le is the masculine word for 'the' and La is feminine version. so it's something like Le wall and La page. it's quite hard to explain and i dont quite get it still.
anyway, today's the first day of school. SIGH. i cant stand the way the school system works. it's screwed and problems are aplenty. [by the way, i think problems are masculine. haha.] how can they say that the classes are full when more than half of the cohort doesnt have enough subjects to fulfill the number of credit units required to complete the semester. how can they say that they dont have enough lecturers when in the first place, they take in so many people each year. sometimes i just feel like slapping all the admin people in the general office and smashing all the computers that allocate subjects to us. the admin people are given more than 3 months to do the time table for us and yet they cant do a good job, leaving hundreds of year 2s and 3s crowding inside the general office getting the forms to add/drop subjects. if they were to be less lazy for the past few months, all these chaotic things would not happen. students would not be bugging them for an answer and they would have to go through the whole process of reviewing our damn timetables again. and in the first place why do they want to have this stupid system in school where almost eveyone has different timetables. this just further complicates matters. and they make students worry about their future when it's not even the student's fault. we passed all our subjects last sem so this sem we have the rights to take all the subjects we're supposed to have. WE PAY SCHOOL FEES! how can they not give us the classes! haiya.. they're just so screwed up and not good at admin work. no wonder they're in design school. bleaugh..
i better stop talking about my school's administration if not i'll really slap them tomorrow.
i shall talk about happy things now. april's coming to an end, which means that may is coming. quite many things coming up in may. a few exciting birthdays, of which mine is one of them. a few great dinners, YMLF bbq and stayover at somewhere, ahlian's wedding [time to activate the other CHP], 2 public holidays!, gum surgery, youth aflame etc etc. oh yes. and the 3rd cousinc night out.
rights. me needs to rest now. work is over and now school starts. tired!! and i've got to go school at 9am tomorrow for genesis talk. sian man. think i'll just sit behind and fall sleep.
conclusion of the day: the french are nasal people
fact of the day: the french do not know why french fries have the word 'french' in front of it. just like french toast and french manicure. but they better know what the french revolution is.
Au revoir!
A bientot!
heh. that's hi in french. i had my first french class today. it was quite fun, though the words were a little hard to pronounce. struggle. and there's no word 'it' in french. everything has a gender. chairs are feminine, and walls and ceilings are masculine. the OHP is masculine. a page is feminine. Le is the masculine word for 'the' and La is feminine version. so it's something like Le wall and La page. it's quite hard to explain and i dont quite get it still.
anyway, today's the first day of school. SIGH. i cant stand the way the school system works. it's screwed and problems are aplenty. [by the way, i think problems are masculine. haha.] how can they say that the classes are full when more than half of the cohort doesnt have enough subjects to fulfill the number of credit units required to complete the semester. how can they say that they dont have enough lecturers when in the first place, they take in so many people each year. sometimes i just feel like slapping all the admin people in the general office and smashing all the computers that allocate subjects to us. the admin people are given more than 3 months to do the time table for us and yet they cant do a good job, leaving hundreds of year 2s and 3s crowding inside the general office getting the forms to add/drop subjects. if they were to be less lazy for the past few months, all these chaotic things would not happen. students would not be bugging them for an answer and they would have to go through the whole process of reviewing our damn timetables again. and in the first place why do they want to have this stupid system in school where almost eveyone has different timetables. this just further complicates matters. and they make students worry about their future when it's not even the student's fault. we passed all our subjects last sem so this sem we have the rights to take all the subjects we're supposed to have. WE PAY SCHOOL FEES! how can they not give us the classes! haiya.. they're just so screwed up and not good at admin work. no wonder they're in design school. bleaugh..
i better stop talking about my school's administration if not i'll really slap them tomorrow.
i shall talk about happy things now. april's coming to an end, which means that may is coming. quite many things coming up in may. a few exciting birthdays, of which mine is one of them. a few great dinners, YMLF bbq and stayover at somewhere, ahlian's wedding [time to activate the other CHP], 2 public holidays!, gum surgery, youth aflame etc etc. oh yes. and the 3rd cousinc night out.
rights. me needs to rest now. work is over and now school starts. tired!! and i've got to go school at 9am tomorrow for genesis talk. sian man. think i'll just sit behind and fall sleep.
conclusion of the day: the french are nasal people
fact of the day: the french do not know why french fries have the word 'french' in front of it. just like french toast and french manicure. but they better know what the french revolution is.
Au revoir!
A bientot!
TheServant
10:32 PM
Saturday, April 22, 2006
surely nice to us! grrr. shan't talk about this morning anymore. i'm in need of a happy meal.
cg was okay today. whew. at least kyw said it was. whew, again. but i dont want my cg to be just okay or mediocre. i want it to be more than an okay. i want it to be exciting, i want it to be awesome, i want it to be empowering. i want the girls to be women of God.
my birthday's coming in 1 month and 5 days. sometimes material gifts doesnt really matter. i just want to know that i mean something to people, and not merely just another person in their contact list. i want to know if i've made a difference in someone's life, even if it was only one person. i want to know if people really care. people can say thousand and one nice things, but i want to know if they truely mean it. i dont want nice but superficial words.
Consuming fire, fan into flame
cg was okay today. whew. at least kyw said it was. whew, again. but i dont want my cg to be just okay or mediocre. i want it to be more than an okay. i want it to be exciting, i want it to be awesome, i want it to be empowering. i want the girls to be women of God.
my birthday's coming in 1 month and 5 days. sometimes material gifts doesnt really matter. i just want to know that i mean something to people, and not merely just another person in their contact list. i want to know if i've made a difference in someone's life, even if it was only one person. i want to know if people really care. people can say thousand and one nice things, but i want to know if they truely mean it. i dont want nice but superficial words.
Consuming fire, fan into flame
TheServant
7:39 PM
Friday, April 21, 2006
i dunno why, but my heart has been beating very fast the whole afternoon. dunno if i'm nervous or excited, but there's nothing to be excited about. maybe just nervous about tomorrow. but cant be until this extent. and it's less likely to be cos of the caffine in the tehbing i had this afternoon. goodness i dont even know what's bothering me!
TheServant
6:42 PM
YAY!! I'M A FROG!!
I LOVE CHP AND CHP LOVES FROGS!
You Are A: Frog!
Independent yet still part of a large community, frogs are unique creatures known for their distinctive sound and ability to hop. As a frog, you spend your days sitting on lily pads or climbing trees, searching for delicious insects to eat. While there are some frogs that aren't exactly cute, you are certainly not one of those!You were almost a: Bear Cub or a Kitten
You are least like a: Turtle or a GroundhogCute Animal Test!
CROAK!
TheServant
4:43 PM
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
if there's anything that doesnt honour You tonight, speak to me.
TheServant
11:59 PM
things are finally really happening even before i come to realise them. horrors of horrors. but it doesnt mean that the things are bad things ones though. in fact i think they're quite good. it's just that they're happening too fast, and i've got to catch up. it's the beginning of responsibilities. it's the beginning of trials. it's the beginning of worries. it's the beginning of 'lost-ness'. it's the beginning of failures. it's the beginning of triumph. it's the beginning of an exciting journey. it the beginning of growth. if this is what i've been called for, i'll just have to do it in faith and in confident trust. i'm really quite excited but at the same time a bit apprehensive.
thankfully He has placed good people in my life to guide me and pick me up. can't imagine how depressed i'll be after what happenend when i was younger. it is still quite vivid in my memory, and once in a while, it just plays back in my mind. it really hurts. they have since been forgiven. sometimes we try to not allow situations to affect us or deter us from achieving things. but it's difficult. these angels in my life, [although some might never read this, some would], are the ones who helped me along when i couldnt seem to find my way out of the jungle. even when i was out of the jungle, they still made sure i was alright.
now i want to be the angel that others have been to me.
thankfully He has placed good people in my life to guide me and pick me up. can't imagine how depressed i'll be after what happenend when i was younger. it is still quite vivid in my memory, and once in a while, it just plays back in my mind. it really hurts. they have since been forgiven. sometimes we try to not allow situations to affect us or deter us from achieving things. but it's difficult. these angels in my life, [although some might never read this, some would], are the ones who helped me along when i couldnt seem to find my way out of the jungle. even when i was out of the jungle, they still made sure i was alright.
now i want to be the angel that others have been to me.
TheServant
12:01 AM
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
met with ki for an after tea before dinner meal. as usual she spoke five times more than i did. she filled me in about the stuff that has been going on around us. some i already knew but didnt dare to voice it out. others i didnt know cos they didnt really concern me or i was just too ignorant. left me thinking of all the stuff she said, but i dont quite know how to react to them. the time will come when i'll have to do something. the time will come.
i'm a getting a bit drowsy. the effects of taking my cough medicine 30 mins ago. told you it's strong! yea. me is going off. time now is 0147, and i've to wake up at 0530. thanks to myself.
i is very seelee.
i is really very seelee.
i'm a getting a bit drowsy. the effects of taking my cough medicine 30 mins ago. told you it's strong! yea. me is going off. time now is 0147, and i've to wake up at 0530. thanks to myself.
i is very seelee.
i is really very seelee.
TheServant
1:21 AM
Sunday, April 16, 2006
diphenhydramine is quite an effective cough mixture although the taste horrendous. it's really strong and you get drowsy after just half an hour. that's 70cents well spent. the 4 medicines prescribed yesterday cost $2.80 in total. the child/elderly consultation fee is $4.50. am i still a child or am i an elderly already? anyway it was written on the receipt. but it doesnt matter cos i'm a blood donor nominee so my consultation fee is waived. good right!! priveleges of having a mom who's a blood donor. i also want to donate blood. being a blood donor, we dont have to wait so long in the queue to see a doc at the polyclinic cos we're given priority. donating blood not only saves lives but also has personal benefits! how good! DONATE BLOOD! i will, so long as i'm physically fit to do so. :)
i miss the feeling of my heart beating very fast and trying to catch my breath. i miss the speed and the wind brushing past my cheeks as i accelerate. i miss the lightness of my legs as i move faster and faster. i miss the adrenaline. i miss running. cos i havent recovered from cough, yet.
today i broke the rule by eating half the hersheys cookie and cream white chocolate my mortal gave me. gave the other half to my lovely bro. i'm so sweet. the point is that i broke the rule but made up for it by drinking lots of water and taking medicine after that. heh.
yeap. i better be off now. drowsiness is taking place.
i miss the feeling of my heart beating very fast and trying to catch my breath. i miss the speed and the wind brushing past my cheeks as i accelerate. i miss the lightness of my legs as i move faster and faster. i miss the adrenaline. i miss running. cos i havent recovered from cough, yet.
today i broke the rule by eating half the hersheys cookie and cream white chocolate my mortal gave me. gave the other half to my lovely bro. i'm so sweet. the point is that i broke the rule but made up for it by drinking lots of water and taking medicine after that. heh.
yeap. i better be off now. drowsiness is taking place.
TheServant
10:55 PM
Saturday, April 15, 2006
my head hurts trememdously. from above my eyebrows to the back of my head. its like the stuffed toy picker in arcades, with its 4 arms grabbing my head mercilessly and relentlessly, not letting go until my head is crushed.
my ears hurt as well. its like needles poking inside, and i cant hear you properly cos they're blocked. please speak louder.
this morning i went to the docs again. amk polyclinic. second time in one month. went to a 24 hr clinic at serangoon north for the first visit. finished the full course of medicine from the first visit but didnt seem to work on me. today i waited a bloody 1 hour just to get the queue number to see the doc. thankfully the wait to see the doc was quite fast. the amount of time i spent in the doctors room was one twelfth the time i spent waiting for the damn queue number. darn. was asked to sleep more and drink more water. but isnt this what i've been doing for the past few weeks?!! are doctors stupid or what.
the cough mixture they prescribe totally sucked.
each 5 ml contains:
10mg of diphenhydramine HCl
125mg of ammonium chloride
50mg of sodium citrate
and i've got to take 10ml each time. could taste the smell of ammonia la! bleagghh.really disgusting. i better recover this time after this torturous episode of medicine taking.
i've finally found someone who's in the same boat as me. we'll never understand why we've to go through all the hospital and doctor rubbish. and it's not even our fault. actually it's no one's fault.
by Your stripes we are healed..
TheServant
3:34 PM
my head hurts trememdously. from above my eyebrows to the back of my head. its like the stuffed toy picker in arcades, with its 4 arms grabbing my head mercilessly and relentlessly, not letting go until my head is crushed.
my ears hurt as well. its like needles poking inside, and i cant hear you properly cos they're blocked. please speak louder.
this morning i went to the docs again. amk polyclinic. second time in one month. went to a 24 hr clinic at serangoon north for the first visit. finished the full course of medicine from the first visit but didnt seem to work on me. today i waited a bloody 1 hour just to get the queue number to see the doc. thankfully the wait to see the doc was quite fast. the amount of time i spent in the doctors room was one twelfth the time i spent waiting for the damn queue number. darn. was asked to sleep more and drink more water. but isnt this what i've been doing for the past few weeks?!! are doctors stupid or what.
the cough mixture they prescribe totally sucked.
each 5 ml contains:
10mg of diphenhydramine HCl
125mg of ammonium chloride
50mg of sodium citrate
and i've got to take 10ml each time. could taste the smell of ammonia la! bleagghh.really disgusting. i better recover this time after this torturous episode of medicine taking.
i've finally found someone who's in the same boat as me. we'll never understand why we've to go through all the hospital and doctor rubbish. and it's not even our fault. actually it's no one's fault.
by Your stripes we are healed..
TheServant
3:34 PM
Friday, April 14, 2006
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST SERENA/REENIE/POKCHEW/MEHMEH/BAA!
talked to judith for the first time on msn yesterday. and she's expecting a baby boy! 3rd great grandson for my grandmother :) everyone's going to be quite pleased, especially didikorkor, whose name i found out [according to jude] is marvin and not mervyn or mervin. quite weird ah. but we all still pronounce it as mervyn. heh. judith is quite a nice person to talk to, and she definitely knows a lot!! maybe it's due to her upbringing. i wont say it's good or bad, but different parents have different ways of bring up their kids. sometimes i think i'm too protected. i need to get out of the box.
woke up yesterday with a spoil nose and bad throat. again. not the nose, but the throat. shucks. what the !@#$% is wrong with me!! arghh. coughed like i did more than 1 month ago. and the ceramics dust and getting the class to discuss the colour scheme for the carnival slab in unity made it worse. i dont understand why kids think that art lessons are talking/daydreaming periods. in my life i was caught for talking only less than 10 times. pri 1 to sec 4! got caught for eating in class even less. yay.
yes. back to my cough. because of it, kiyo refused to give me any of the chips and other sweets and chocolates from the pinata at today's cg easter party. grr. but it's okay.. know she cares for me. smiles. thought today's cg party was quite well planned. twas good. but i was super sleepy cos i slept at 2am and woke up at 5am and took strong cough syrup that causes drowsiness. bleah. was dizzy during service cos of not eating breakast so i purposely slept awhile while revsam was talking so that i'd feel better. really couldnt help it.
ilovepoundcake,paige,kiyo,rene,bitsandtmcostheymakemefeellovedandcaredfor.
how could it be..
the scars on your hands..
were for me..
TheServant
8:21 PM
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
everytime i finish art lessons on mondays and tuesdays i feel like a little girl in primary school coming home after a day of enjoyable and exciting art lessons without knowing how dirty she is. and knowing only after she has seen herself in the full length mirror. this week i came home with new streaks of red and yellow paints on my pants and splats of grey paint on my shirt. at least they were removed after scrubbing like never before. sometimes i dont even know how i get paint stains on the back of my shirt! and some paints are indelible. haha.
CHP outing: today has been an exciting day! feasted my eyes on an array of things so delectable i am so excited my hands are trembling even as i type this post. i might sound like i'm exaggerating but i'm not. i get excited very easily, sometimes even for no reason. anyway, stepped into wheelock place for the first time in my life. went into the birkenstock/papillio shop. saw the kidsbirkies that i like! papillios were quite nice. then went to the crumpler shop. nothing much, although the limited edition crumpler looks quite cute. the others were so so and common la. went to APPLECENTRE and saw the powerbookG4 i wanted and the macbookpro! didnt know wheelock place had such nice shops. then we skipped down to wisma. saw paul frank stuff. i like the julius slippers! the monkey is called julius and my lovely bro is called julius too. so i should buy the slippers someday :) went to taka. it's where my heart started beating veh fast. bossini kids is having a range of sesame street shirts!!!! i like veh veh veh much!! and got COOKIEMONSTER shirt! cant wear the girls kids size so got to get the boy size. ahah. and the sesame street bag is nice!!! big enough to dump all my paraphernalia like erm..yellow magnetic hippo from serennie, big left hander friendly scissors, school matric card, handphone, wallet, malaysian ringgits, loose coins, name cards, folded pieces of paper, packets of ketchup/chilli sauce etc etc. one shirt is $15 and when buy 3, can get the bag for $9. thank God i'm getting my plmc money tomorrow! yeah. and we went to CAMPER SHOP! saw some of the shoes i wanted. yay. but as usual, it's super ex. $300+ leh. but they're eye candies!! walked around talking hall, if that's wht it's called, and saw many cute stuff which i like but wont buy cos they're of no functional use. went to the sports section upstairs. val and i were wondering what the velcro thing on an adidas pouch was use for then the salesman demonstrated that it could be stuck inside another adidas bag, or the velcro could be used to scratch yourself when you feel itchy. haha! how question mark!! saw many other exciting things but i just cant write them all down here. hahaaa. gonna get my sesame street stuff on sunday!!!! so excited my heart is beating real fast.
faster than after running two rounds around my neighbourhood just now. great feeling! exercising is good :) i love being healthy!
just heard exciting news at 0001 hours. khenghweekorkor is going to cambodia!!! and that means.. ahha better not say it first. we'll talk about it again when the time comes. yay!
my friend, it's all going to be over soon. hang in there, dear!!
CHP outing: today has been an exciting day! feasted my eyes on an array of things so delectable i am so excited my hands are trembling even as i type this post. i might sound like i'm exaggerating but i'm not. i get excited very easily, sometimes even for no reason. anyway, stepped into wheelock place for the first time in my life. went into the birkenstock/papillio shop. saw the kidsbirkies that i like! papillios were quite nice. then went to the crumpler shop. nothing much, although the limited edition crumpler looks quite cute. the others were so so and common la. went to APPLECENTRE and saw the powerbookG4 i wanted and the macbookpro! didnt know wheelock place had such nice shops. then we skipped down to wisma. saw paul frank stuff. i like the julius slippers! the monkey is called julius and my lovely bro is called julius too. so i should buy the slippers someday :) went to taka. it's where my heart started beating veh fast. bossini kids is having a range of sesame street shirts!!!! i like veh veh veh much!! and got COOKIEMONSTER shirt! cant wear the girls kids size so got to get the boy size. ahah. and the sesame street bag is nice!!! big enough to dump all my paraphernalia like erm..yellow magnetic hippo from serennie, big left hander friendly scissors, school matric card, handphone, wallet, malaysian ringgits, loose coins, name cards, folded pieces of paper, packets of ketchup/chilli sauce etc etc. one shirt is $15 and when buy 3, can get the bag for $9. thank God i'm getting my plmc money tomorrow! yeah. and we went to CAMPER SHOP! saw some of the shoes i wanted. yay. but as usual, it's super ex. $300+ leh. but they're eye candies!! walked around talking hall, if that's wht it's called, and saw many cute stuff which i like but wont buy cos they're of no functional use. went to the sports section upstairs. val and i were wondering what the velcro thing on an adidas pouch was use for then the salesman demonstrated that it could be stuck inside another adidas bag, or the velcro could be used to scratch yourself when you feel itchy. haha! how question mark!! saw many other exciting things but i just cant write them all down here. hahaaa. gonna get my sesame street stuff on sunday!!!! so excited my heart is beating real fast.
faster than after running two rounds around my neighbourhood just now. great feeling! exercising is good :) i love being healthy!
just heard exciting news at 0001 hours. khenghweekorkor is going to cambodia!!! and that means.. ahha better not say it first. we'll talk about it again when the time comes. yay!
my friend, it's all going to be over soon. hang in there, dear!!
TheServant
10:38 PM
The Five Love Languages
My primary love language is probablyQuality Time
with a secondary love language being
Acts of Service.
Complete set of results
| Quality Time: | 10 | |
| Acts of Service: | 9 | |
| Words of Affirmation: | 8 | |
| Receiving Gifts: | 3 | |
| Physical Touch: | 0 |
Information
Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.Take the quiz
TheServant
11:57 AM
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
piano totally sucked today.damn. sigh. i just want to do improvisations and medleys and more improvisations and medleys and nothing else.
had an impulse round the neighbourhood run today. and i really mean run. it wasnt much of an endurance or fat loosing regime. twas just for the adrenaline rush which is shiok. i love it!! it makes your heart beat faster and increases blood circulation which makes you feel more energised. running is good! yeah! it is good after waking up at 530 to go to work and feeling very sleepy. was extremely sleepy in 5A today. and i found out that the coco drink in pasir ris pri is indeed quite nice and cheap. 30cents only! but xinmin sells soyabean for 20 cents. but it's still quite cheap la.
cant wait for tomorrow's trip to wheelock place to look at crumplers and birkenstocks. not that i'm going to buy them though. but birkies maybe la. cant wait for my plmc money,although i dunno how much i'm gonna get. ahaha. hopefully it comes soon. :)
had an impulse round the neighbourhood run today. and i really mean run. it wasnt much of an endurance or fat loosing regime. twas just for the adrenaline rush which is shiok. i love it!! it makes your heart beat faster and increases blood circulation which makes you feel more energised. running is good! yeah! it is good after waking up at 530 to go to work and feeling very sleepy. was extremely sleepy in 5A today. and i found out that the coco drink in pasir ris pri is indeed quite nice and cheap. 30cents only! but xinmin sells soyabean for 20 cents. but it's still quite cheap la.
cant wait for tomorrow's trip to wheelock place to look at crumplers and birkenstocks. not that i'm going to buy them though. but birkies maybe la. cant wait for my plmc money,although i dunno how much i'm gonna get. ahaha. hopefully it comes soon. :)
TheServant
10:21 PM
Monday, April 10, 2006
my dear friend, i just want to know if you're okay or not!! you're always smiling on the outside but nothing makes me sure that you're truely happy on the inside. i want you to remember that through it all, He's in control and will prepare the way for you cos He loves you so so so so much. yea. and so do i. so dont give up.
TheServant
11:06 PM
really quite tired today.. stood almost the whole day. had early dinner with miss e and was too full to eat again at home so i had a fake dinner. ate kangkong stalks and soup. i dont like eating leaves. pasir ris kids were given vitagen today, and the kind teacher gave miss e and i 1 each. hahha. but vitagen doesnt taste as nice as yakult, unfortunately. tomorrow is their fruits day. each kid is supposed to bring a fruit each to school. quite cute. ahaha.
i miss my dogg so so so so so so much. departed on tues, 7 dec 2005. by the time i found him lying motionless in the backyard, his body was already cold and hard. sigh.. just the other day i was crossing the road to the row where my house is when i suddenly heard barks that sounded exactly like my dog and for a moment i thought that he was still alive. how sad. it was at the exact place where he normally starts barking when i come back home. :( sigh. no more t-rex tan forever.
i miss my dogg so so so so so so much. departed on tues, 7 dec 2005. by the time i found him lying motionless in the backyard, his body was already cold and hard. sigh.. just the other day i was crossing the road to the row where my house is when i suddenly heard barks that sounded exactly like my dog and for a moment i thought that he was still alive. how sad. it was at the exact place where he normally starts barking when i come back home. :( sigh. no more t-rex tan forever.
random thought: organics shouldnt change their name to sun silk
fact #1 : i am fat
fact #2 : i really am quite fat already, after 5 meals of eating out. hmpff!
TheServant
8:53 PM
Sunday, April 09, 2006
went out if cousins n co this evening for a movie. watched keeping mum. a bit silly, but guess it was meant to be. any show with rowan atkinson is silly. but at least this more meaningful than mr bean. :) we were talking to kenghweekorkor in the train about guys putting wallets in their back pockets. the train was super crowded and we were talking quite loudly and asking khkk funny questions and of course he gave funny answers. think the guys around us were a bit embarrassed. ahaha. who ask them put wallets in their back pockets?!!heh. sound like i'm in pri school.
i want to play bridge again cos i want to be good at it. it's the 2nd card game i know how to play, after black jack. the older folks call it bun luck. dunno what it means though. maybe if you eat bun while playing you'll be lucky. believe it or not, i dunno how to play taidee. two years ago in a YFLretreat, i played loser taidee with the guys without knowing what i was doing and without knowing if i was the loser or not. heh. i'm the super un-card game kind of person. so i must be good at this newly learnt game to make up for my lack of skills. and i must be more confident especially talking to 40 ten/eleven year olds. sometimes seeing so many kids looking at me makes me giddy and hence i get nervous and my brain messes up. next time perhaps i should write a script for myself to start off and write down exactly what i want to say. maybe it'll be better. but i really hate planning, although i know planning does me nothing else but good. yeah. God i really need more confidence!! i need to be empowered!! gonna be the official cgl for 1 month starting on 22april. ahh!! it's coming soon. i really need help. this is what i've been called to. so yea.
nobody knows, how weak i am
better than You
nobody sees, all of my needs,
better than You
and nobody has the power to change me
to what i was born to be
be strong in my weakness
empower me
i want to play bridge again cos i want to be good at it. it's the 2nd card game i know how to play, after black jack. the older folks call it bun luck. dunno what it means though. maybe if you eat bun while playing you'll be lucky. believe it or not, i dunno how to play taidee. two years ago in a YFLretreat, i played loser taidee with the guys without knowing what i was doing and without knowing if i was the loser or not. heh. i'm the super un-card game kind of person. so i must be good at this newly learnt game to make up for my lack of skills. and i must be more confident especially talking to 40 ten/eleven year olds. sometimes seeing so many kids looking at me makes me giddy and hence i get nervous and my brain messes up. next time perhaps i should write a script for myself to start off and write down exactly what i want to say. maybe it'll be better. but i really hate planning, although i know planning does me nothing else but good. yeah. God i really need more confidence!! i need to be empowered!! gonna be the official cgl for 1 month starting on 22april. ahh!! it's coming soon. i really need help. this is what i've been called to. so yea.
nobody knows, how weak i am
better than You
nobody sees, all of my needs,
better than You
and nobody has the power to change me
to what i was born to be
be strong in my weakness
empower me
TheServant
12:23 AM
Friday, April 07, 2006
i finally learnt how to play bridge. not london bridge but the card game bridge. weijin and sarah came over to watch tv and play tonight. hee. finally, i've equipped myself with one new game skill. heh.
right now 5 people are online discussing what movie to watch tmr. hahha. bleah.
oh yes. i've included a new section callled things you can get me. go have a look!!
right now 5 people are online discussing what movie to watch tmr. hahha. bleah.
oh yes. i've included a new section callled things you can get me. go have a look!!
TheServant
11:50 PM
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
gymed at sarah's today. and i left her place on time to go to the bus stop to take 265, on time to go to the 70 bus stop. and guess what? MARYA came running across the road!!!!!!! eeek! so exciting!!! MARYA AND HEIDI I MISS YOU LADIES SO MUCH!! hugs. if i left sarah's place 5 mintes later, i wouldnt bump into Marya!!!
TheServant
11:31 PM
yest was my dad's birthday. we finally decided not to go to any fancy restaurants for dinner last night. mom thought that staying at home and coooking him a dinner was more meaningful. quite true la. anyway like meaningful things as much i like out of point things. initially we wanted it alfresco - in the basement backyard. but in the end decided against it cos it was raining and i said it was too hot. so we had it indoors in the airconditioned comfort of the basement. :) aircon is goood! dinner was not bad. ate 4 chicken wings, some beef thing and salmon and some noodle thing that my mommaye! cooked. that's my mom's new name. mommaye! funky eh. with an exclamation mark for added power. ahaha. cousin mervyn [previously spelt mervin which i found out was wrong] and his newly wed wife came for dessert. and he took my bro out for a spin in his porsche carrera 4. not sure if it's a cabriolet though. but i know for sure that it's super noisy car. heh. i baked my dad a cake!!! see?!! i'm sweeter than the rambutans that are going to grow on the rambutan tree. hhaha. later ants come. it was quite nice. of course la. cos love was the primary ingredient. :):) oh no.. ants are coming. and it was extremely extremely fattening cos i poured an entire bottle of nutella on top of the cake so that when put in the fridge, it'll become chocolate. smart right!!!
song of the day: you raise me up, by josh groban
When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary
When troubles come and my heart burdened be
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence
Until you come and sit awhile with me
You raise me up
so I can stand on mountains
You raise me up
to walk on stormy seas
I am strong
when I am on your shoulders
You raise me up
To more than I can be
TheServant
8:40 PM
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
stepped on a snail today!! hahaha. my poor left shoe!! it's dirty now.
what do you do when you come back in the afternoon feeling hungry and tired but too lazy to cook anything? the answer is simple! this afternoon, miss cassandra created a 3 course bread meal, consisting of 4 slices of plain white bread. bread can be of your prefered brand. the starter is simply a slice of bread. nothing much needs to be said about a slice of plain bread. main course is bread with a slice cheese on top. we've something more fruity for dessert. i call it toasted sliced banana on bread. simply slice a banana. each slice about 3-5mm thick. lay them out neatly on bread. about 2 breads are needed for a small banana, but more breads are needed if you're using larger bananas like del monte. next, put all 4 slices of bread- plain, bread with cheese, and breads with banana into the toaster for about 6 minutes. 6 minutes later, the bread turns golden brown and it's ready for consumption. how's that?!! a 3 course meal inclusive of dessert in just 6 minutes!! you can include a banana shake banana ice cream on top of you want to :) if cassandra can cook, so can you!! oh. erm.. if cassandra can use the toaster, so can you! dont be a brat and toast the bread yourself! this is the first episode of quick meals for lazy peoples with cassandra. tune in next time for more quick meals for lazy peoples:) seeya!
what do you do when you come back in the afternoon feeling hungry and tired but too lazy to cook anything? the answer is simple! this afternoon, miss cassandra created a 3 course bread meal, consisting of 4 slices of plain white bread. bread can be of your prefered brand. the starter is simply a slice of bread. nothing much needs to be said about a slice of plain bread. main course is bread with a slice cheese on top. we've something more fruity for dessert. i call it toasted sliced banana on bread. simply slice a banana. each slice about 3-5mm thick. lay them out neatly on bread. about 2 breads are needed for a small banana, but more breads are needed if you're using larger bananas like del monte. next, put all 4 slices of bread- plain, bread with cheese, and breads with banana into the toaster for about 6 minutes. 6 minutes later, the bread turns golden brown and it's ready for consumption. how's that?!! a 3 course meal inclusive of dessert in just 6 minutes!! you can include a banana shake banana ice cream on top of you want to :) if cassandra can cook, so can you!! oh. erm.. if cassandra can use the toaster, so can you! dont be a brat and toast the bread yourself! this is the first episode of quick meals for lazy peoples with cassandra. tune in next time for more quick meals for lazy peoples:) seeya!
TheServant
3:25 PM
Monday, April 03, 2006
today's a productive day. want to know why? cos i finally exercised! exercised on the aibi gym machine thing downstairs for 20 solid mintues while watching amazing asia on channel newsasia. the machines like two pedals where you've to step on them to pedal, not really like a bicycle. my legs feel good now, just that my feet are having blisters cos i forgot to wear shoes. we dont normally wear shoes in the house!! sweating is good too. could squeeze water out from the back of my shirt. not bad. must get started on my exercise regime again after one month of stopping cos of the infection. bleah. and it's time to loose some fats. had a heavy jap buffet lunch yest and tomorrow we're going to some skill place for dinner cos it's my dad's birthday. i wanna get nice abs. i was close to it in sec3 and 4 cos of athletics abdominal exercise routines 3 times a week. twas great man!! i love it when we keep doing sit ups and crunches and other workouts until we cant do anymore and collapse on the ever-so-disgusting-and-sweaty-and-smelly-and sticky exercise mat from the gym. yes and nowadays i snack more on fruits rather than on oreos and rits cheese biscuits although they're much more appealing to my taste buds. fruits have got no fat and are higher in vitamins and fibre, which improves bowel movements. hahaa. bowel movements are good k!!
fact of the day: i didnt know that there'll be blood during a mizuage. go read memoirs to find out what mizuage is. ahaha.
fact of the day: i didnt know that there'll be blood during a mizuage. go read memoirs to find out what mizuage is. ahaha.
TheServant
9:50 PM
Sunday, April 02, 2006
today's been a tiring day. left my house at 650am for wprac for 5612. playing solo wasnt as bad as i thought even though i played several wrong chords. and the bottom E string zao sia, meaning that when press the third fret, it squeaks instead of producing a G sound. so i had a hard time trying not to play that chord when in transition or when no songs were being sung cos they key was in C. and G is quite an important chord cos it's the 5th chord!
dadd came back from new dheli this morning, so couldnt go with sarah and gang for lunch. went with fam to some hotel in queens street for jap ala carte buffet. it was okay la. needless to say, i was exetremely full. what are buffets for??!! <--- is this a rhetorical question?] this is good cos it's ala carte so no need to keep walking around to get food cos they'll serve it right before you. hahaha. good :) coincidentally, one of the owners of the restaurant happened to be my dad's supplier last time, means that they're friends la. and he's also blind in one eye, which explains why he wears shades even indoors.
after lunch went to queensway. finally got my asics track shoes. can finally go running and jumping and cycling with having to worry that the soles are coming off. i miss my asics spikes!! after walking and going into all the shops my silly sister finally got her adidas shoes which were supposed to be completely white, but which were not. they're quite nice la, and half the price of my shoe. hhaa. dad got a formal/smart casual shoe from CAT, the typical boy shoe company.
it was a good sunday family shopping day. havent had sundays like this for very very very very long. like a year or longer.
clm yest was meaningful to a certain extent. the cream puffs contributed to the meaningfulness of the meeting, but it's not the most significant reason. alamak i forgot the word that gilda likes to use in history essays. of course we never start essays with only two pathetics sentences like these. anyways, uncle freddie says that as a cl, we should learn to listen more, if not why did God give us two years and one mouth!! and we should never be the first to defend ourselves in an arguement. think this is the common instinct of singaporeans, cos we always think that we're right. seldom do we take a step back, lay down our pride, analyse our problem, accepting our own mistakes and not correcting the other person. correcting others during a confrontation might lead to an even more heated arguement, which is not good for the everyone. yup. thought that was quite meaningful cos i'm guilty of it!!
alright. i'm off to bed. bye!
dadd came back from new dheli this morning, so couldnt go with sarah and gang for lunch. went with fam to some hotel in queens street for jap ala carte buffet. it was okay la. needless to say, i was exetremely full. what are buffets for??!! <--- is this a rhetorical question?] this is good cos it's ala carte so no need to keep walking around to get food cos they'll serve it right before you. hahaha. good :) coincidentally, one of the owners of the restaurant happened to be my dad's supplier last time, means that they're friends la. and he's also blind in one eye, which explains why he wears shades even indoors.
after lunch went to queensway. finally got my asics track shoes. can finally go running and jumping and cycling with having to worry that the soles are coming off. i miss my asics spikes!! after walking and going into all the shops my silly sister finally got her adidas shoes which were supposed to be completely white, but which were not. they're quite nice la, and half the price of my shoe. hhaa. dad got a formal/smart casual shoe from CAT, the typical boy shoe company.
it was a good sunday family shopping day. havent had sundays like this for very very very very long. like a year or longer.
clm yest was meaningful to a certain extent. the cream puffs contributed to the meaningfulness of the meeting, but it's not the most significant reason. alamak i forgot the word that gilda likes to use in history essays. of course we never start essays with only two pathetics sentences like these. anyways, uncle freddie says that as a cl, we should learn to listen more, if not why did God give us two years and one mouth!! and we should never be the first to defend ourselves in an arguement. think this is the common instinct of singaporeans, cos we always think that we're right. seldom do we take a step back, lay down our pride, analyse our problem, accepting our own mistakes and not correcting the other person. correcting others during a confrontation might lead to an even more heated arguement, which is not good for the everyone. yup. thought that was quite meaningful cos i'm guilty of it!!
alright. i'm off to bed. bye!
TheServant
10:53 PM
Saturday, April 01, 2006
1. i'm a lil' nervous for tomorrow. but it's okay, everyone has first times. yeah
2. went for the 2nd half of clm today. eerm.. at least the cream puffs were not bad. love them. was feedbacking to jessica that in future the lcec chairman should order only creampuffs in all flavours, like chocolate, vanilla, strawberry, durian etc etc. heavenly!
3. cell dinner turned out quite good, despite the small number which turned up. had more chance to talk to people. at least 1/3 of my sheeps came. i'm pleased.
4. took neos. reliving my younger teen days?!!! anyway this is my less than fifth time taking neos in my life. talk about saving money!! at least janet's friends felt welcomed. they sure did! they were so willing to take neos with us although it's only the first time we've met. how's that!!
5. had hagaan daz rum raisin ice cream. not bad, did not expect the rum to be so mild. the brand that my mom bought had more rum. could really feel the hotness of the liquor. nice!
6. feel like eating the scotch whiskey chocolate that vivien gave me last ymlc. but it's too hot, so only can eat one. if not my throat cmi already.
7. some people cant believe that i'm 17 coming 18 this year. esp at w prac last night!! i was like the oldest there and they thought i was only in sec 3 or 4. hhaaah. grow up, girl. do i really look that young?!!! even pasir ris kids think i look secondary schoolish. hahah.
8. dad coming back from india tmr morning. wonder if he bought me anything?!!!! maybe elephants and jasmine flowers.
9. CAMPER SHOES!!! SUELA!!!! PELOTAS!!!!
10. CANON DIGITAL IXUS 750D
2. went for the 2nd half of clm today. eerm.. at least the cream puffs were not bad. love them. was feedbacking to jessica that in future the lcec chairman should order only creampuffs in all flavours, like chocolate, vanilla, strawberry, durian etc etc. heavenly!
3. cell dinner turned out quite good, despite the small number which turned up. had more chance to talk to people. at least 1/3 of my sheeps came. i'm pleased.
4. took neos. reliving my younger teen days?!!! anyway this is my less than fifth time taking neos in my life. talk about saving money!! at least janet's friends felt welcomed. they sure did! they were so willing to take neos with us although it's only the first time we've met. how's that!!
5. had hagaan daz rum raisin ice cream. not bad, did not expect the rum to be so mild. the brand that my mom bought had more rum. could really feel the hotness of the liquor. nice!
6. feel like eating the scotch whiskey chocolate that vivien gave me last ymlc. but it's too hot, so only can eat one. if not my throat cmi already.
7. some people cant believe that i'm 17 coming 18 this year. esp at w prac last night!! i was like the oldest there and they thought i was only in sec 3 or 4. hhaaah. grow up, girl. do i really look that young?!!! even pasir ris kids think i look secondary schoolish. hahah.
8. dad coming back from india tmr morning. wonder if he bought me anything?!!!! maybe elephants and jasmine flowers.
9. CAMPER SHOES!!! SUELA!!!! PELOTAS!!!!
10. CANON DIGITAL IXUS 750D
TheServant
11:51 PM