Thursday, April 27, 2006
i've added a a couple of new items in the 'things you can get me' column. now there're 18 in total, cos i'll be 18 this year. some are not tangible items though :)
today i stood at the bus stop at seletar airbase, leaned against the bus stop pillar, looked at the evening sky which had light greyish blue clouds in front of the bright but dark orange setting sun, thinking of how i'm going to paint it, when i suddenly thought to myself :' HEY!! I REALLY DO HAVE A PLACE ON EARTH, AND I'M STANDING ON HARD GROUND, WELL AND ALIVE!! then i turned around and stamped my feet on the ground a few times to check that i wasnt dreaming. then i thought again : what if i was just a wandering spirit and no one could see me? if i really am a wondering spirit, what would it mean? what would i do? why am i here? it means that i wouldnt have any purpose here and.. yes.. i'd wander around aimlessly. duh!! heh. i look at my phone clock and it reads 18:45. i yawn. i am getting tired. 86 came soon after that and i boarded it. so it's confirmed. i am human after all. spirits dont get tired. humans do. spirits dont have to take 86 home. but i have to. i stand/sit at three different bus stops twice daily, watching people move from place to place like robots, carrying out their daily living. sometimes i wonder if they actually know what they're doing, rather than looking at their clock that says 730. cukoo cukoo. then they'll think to themselves: okay. it's time for me to go to the bus stop and take 268 to the ang mo kio avenue 4 market to buy fish and duck. or the clock reads 730. cukoo cukoo. it's time for me to go to the bus stop and take 70 to shenton way. sometimes i think we're just like conveyer belts, going around in circles and not getting anywhere, but eventually returning to the place we started. i do not want to live my life as a robot. God would have gladly made 9 billion robots for the world. we all have a purpose and destiny. we just have to seek it. i'm seeking mine.
that was just a random thought. to you it might seem quite DUH. maybe it really is. but oh well. i like thinking and visualising such things. it gives me some excitement on my very long bus rides.
the elections are next week. i'm definitely voting for PAP if i had the chance to. i'm very pro PAP. heh. nothing at all to say about politics and all these election thingy, but the only comment i have about them is that their posters are not very nice. they're not ugly, just not very nice. today they stuck some of the posters around the neighbourhood. hehheh. i shall go inspect closely tomorrow and say hi to LHL who's waving at us! :) go PAP!
oh ya! i got A for communicating for designers! yay! it was super last minute. had to write 3 essays. i wrote two the night before and 1 in the morning before i left for school at 9. heh. but i've promised myself that such things would never happen again. never ever. i almost died.
For all honour and blessing and power
Belongs to You
today i stood at the bus stop at seletar airbase, leaned against the bus stop pillar, looked at the evening sky which had light greyish blue clouds in front of the bright but dark orange setting sun, thinking of how i'm going to paint it, when i suddenly thought to myself :' HEY!! I REALLY DO HAVE A PLACE ON EARTH, AND I'M STANDING ON HARD GROUND, WELL AND ALIVE!! then i turned around and stamped my feet on the ground a few times to check that i wasnt dreaming. then i thought again : what if i was just a wandering spirit and no one could see me? if i really am a wondering spirit, what would it mean? what would i do? why am i here? it means that i wouldnt have any purpose here and.. yes.. i'd wander around aimlessly. duh!! heh. i look at my phone clock and it reads 18:45. i yawn. i am getting tired. 86 came soon after that and i boarded it. so it's confirmed. i am human after all. spirits dont get tired. humans do. spirits dont have to take 86 home. but i have to. i stand/sit at three different bus stops twice daily, watching people move from place to place like robots, carrying out their daily living. sometimes i wonder if they actually know what they're doing, rather than looking at their clock that says 730. cukoo cukoo. then they'll think to themselves: okay. it's time for me to go to the bus stop and take 268 to the ang mo kio avenue 4 market to buy fish and duck. or the clock reads 730. cukoo cukoo. it's time for me to go to the bus stop and take 70 to shenton way. sometimes i think we're just like conveyer belts, going around in circles and not getting anywhere, but eventually returning to the place we started. i do not want to live my life as a robot. God would have gladly made 9 billion robots for the world. we all have a purpose and destiny. we just have to seek it. i'm seeking mine.
that was just a random thought. to you it might seem quite DUH. maybe it really is. but oh well. i like thinking and visualising such things. it gives me some excitement on my very long bus rides.
the elections are next week. i'm definitely voting for PAP if i had the chance to. i'm very pro PAP. heh. nothing at all to say about politics and all these election thingy, but the only comment i have about them is that their posters are not very nice. they're not ugly, just not very nice. today they stuck some of the posters around the neighbourhood. hehheh. i shall go inspect closely tomorrow and say hi to LHL who's waving at us! :) go PAP!
oh ya! i got A for communicating for designers! yay! it was super last minute. had to write 3 essays. i wrote two the night before and 1 in the morning before i left for school at 9. heh. but i've promised myself that such things would never happen again. never ever. i almost died.
For all honour and blessing and power
Belongs to You
TheServant
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