i was so ashamed,all alone and so far away. but now i know that He's been waiting for this day..

my head hurts trememdously. from above my eyebrows to the back of my head. its like the stuffed toy picker in arcades, with its 4 arms grabbing my head mercilessly and relentlessly, not letting go until my head is crushed.

my ears hurt as well. its like needles poking inside, and i cant hear you properly cos they're blocked. please speak louder.

this morning i went to the docs again. amk polyclinic. second time in one month. went to a 24 hr clinic at serangoon north for the first visit. finished the full course of medicine from the first visit but didnt seem to work on me. today i waited a bloody 1 hour just to get the queue number to see the doc. thankfully the wait to see the doc was quite fast. the amount of time i spent in the doctors room was one twelfth the time i spent waiting for the damn queue number. darn. was asked to sleep more and drink more water. but isnt this what i've been doing for the past few weeks?!! are doctors stupid or what.

the cough mixture they prescribe totally sucked.

each 5 ml contains:

10mg of diphenhydramine HCl

125mg of ammonium chloride

50mg of sodium citrate

and i've got to take 10ml each time. could taste the smell of ammonia la! bleagghh.really disgusting. i better recover this time after this torturous episode of medicine taking.

i've finally found someone who's in the same boat as me. we'll never understand why we've to go through all the hospital and doctor rubbish. and it's not even our fault. actually it's no one's fault.

by Your stripes we are healed..

TheServant

3:34 PM