Sunday, April 09, 2006
went out if cousins n co this evening for a movie. watched keeping mum. a bit silly, but guess it was meant to be. any show with rowan atkinson is silly. but at least this more meaningful than mr bean. :) we were talking to kenghweekorkor in the train about guys putting wallets in their back pockets. the train was super crowded and we were talking quite loudly and asking khkk funny questions and of course he gave funny answers. think the guys around us were a bit embarrassed. ahaha. who ask them put wallets in their back pockets?!!heh. sound like i'm in pri school.
i want to play bridge again cos i want to be good at it. it's the 2nd card game i know how to play, after black jack. the older folks call it bun luck. dunno what it means though. maybe if you eat bun while playing you'll be lucky. believe it or not, i dunno how to play taidee. two years ago in a YFLretreat, i played loser taidee with the guys without knowing what i was doing and without knowing if i was the loser or not. heh. i'm the super un-card game kind of person. so i must be good at this newly learnt game to make up for my lack of skills. and i must be more confident especially talking to 40 ten/eleven year olds. sometimes seeing so many kids looking at me makes me giddy and hence i get nervous and my brain messes up. next time perhaps i should write a script for myself to start off and write down exactly what i want to say. maybe it'll be better. but i really hate planning, although i know planning does me nothing else but good. yeah. God i really need more confidence!! i need to be empowered!! gonna be the official cgl for 1 month starting on 22april. ahh!! it's coming soon. i really need help. this is what i've been called to. so yea.
nobody knows, how weak i am
better than You
nobody sees, all of my needs,
better than You
and nobody has the power to change me
to what i was born to be
be strong in my weakness
empower me
i want to play bridge again cos i want to be good at it. it's the 2nd card game i know how to play, after black jack. the older folks call it bun luck. dunno what it means though. maybe if you eat bun while playing you'll be lucky. believe it or not, i dunno how to play taidee. two years ago in a YFLretreat, i played loser taidee with the guys without knowing what i was doing and without knowing if i was the loser or not. heh. i'm the super un-card game kind of person. so i must be good at this newly learnt game to make up for my lack of skills. and i must be more confident especially talking to 40 ten/eleven year olds. sometimes seeing so many kids looking at me makes me giddy and hence i get nervous and my brain messes up. next time perhaps i should write a script for myself to start off and write down exactly what i want to say. maybe it'll be better. but i really hate planning, although i know planning does me nothing else but good. yeah. God i really need more confidence!! i need to be empowered!! gonna be the official cgl for 1 month starting on 22april. ahh!! it's coming soon. i really need help. this is what i've been called to. so yea.
nobody knows, how weak i am
better than You
nobody sees, all of my needs,
better than You
and nobody has the power to change me
to what i was born to be
be strong in my weakness
empower me
TheServant
12:23 AM