Wednesday, May 03, 2006
first thing this morning [after breakfast and reading the newspapers], i tried loggin into the tp blackboard thing. but as i expected, i couldnt get in after numerous attempts cos the server apparently was busy :( as ttm said, technology loathes me.. grrr. it was so for a super long time so in the end, i was so pissed and decided to forget it and went to watch jobs for juniors on kids central instead. ha!
met wj in the after for lunch. had charsiew rice and asked for more rice. but was still hungry after that. or yaogui, rather :) i dont normally eat so much rice but today i was particularly hungry. dont ask me why. it's just like the other in prp i had meesoto and fried rice for lunch. today i ate a lot of rice. firstly it was the charsiew rice. secondly, my maid cooked chicken rice for dinner. so how can i not eat chicken rice!! how can i not! tell me! strange hungry pangs. heh. then we proceeded to ms to look for j and bought icecream from the shop which he works at, which is called venezia. the durian ice cream is really really good. it's just like eating real durian :):):) i like! love durian man.. yay.
and i went for a jog again. two rounds round the estate! ran 3 rounds yesterday. and today the PAP truck came to my estate. so exciting.
my dad's with his friend outside in the garden. i was just being nice and went down to say hi and his friend asked me over and they started talking about guys and boyfriends. !!!!!!!!!!! surely.. *rolls my eyes* they said guys mature later and boys will always be boys and the guys in my school and asked if there's guys chasing after me and dunno what other shit. i rolled my eyes. what for getting involved with guys now when they're not even men yet. it's just a waste of my time and the hours in my life. i've seen enough young people around me getting involved with people of the opposite sex and seen how they've been hurt because of what they do to each other. i've seen how much pain they've to go through and the circumstances they've to face when things happen and they're not ready/able to handle it themselves. i tell myself it's not worth it. it's just not worth the effort. for now, at least. they would have well spend that amount of time or amount of energy doing something more productive or meaningful. of course i'm not trying to say that all 'young relationships' are bad. it's just that a lot of people make decisions based on feelings rather then 'think properly first make decision later'. sometimes feelings might be wrong.
mistakes are made to be learnt from and history is not meant to be repeated.
met wj in the after for lunch. had charsiew rice and asked for more rice. but was still hungry after that. or yaogui, rather :) i dont normally eat so much rice but today i was particularly hungry. dont ask me why. it's just like the other in prp i had meesoto and fried rice for lunch. today i ate a lot of rice. firstly it was the charsiew rice. secondly, my maid cooked chicken rice for dinner. so how can i not eat chicken rice!! how can i not! tell me! strange hungry pangs. heh. then we proceeded to ms to look for j and bought icecream from the shop which he works at, which is called venezia. the durian ice cream is really really good. it's just like eating real durian :):):) i like! love durian man.. yay.
and i went for a jog again. two rounds round the estate! ran 3 rounds yesterday. and today the PAP truck came to my estate. so exciting.
my dad's with his friend outside in the garden. i was just being nice and went down to say hi and his friend asked me over and they started talking about guys and boyfriends. !!!!!!!!!!! surely.. *rolls my eyes* they said guys mature later and boys will always be boys and the guys in my school and asked if there's guys chasing after me and dunno what other shit. i rolled my eyes. what for getting involved with guys now when they're not even men yet. it's just a waste of my time and the hours in my life. i've seen enough young people around me getting involved with people of the opposite sex and seen how they've been hurt because of what they do to each other. i've seen how much pain they've to go through and the circumstances they've to face when things happen and they're not ready/able to handle it themselves. i tell myself it's not worth it. it's just not worth the effort. for now, at least. they would have well spend that amount of time or amount of energy doing something more productive or meaningful. of course i'm not trying to say that all 'young relationships' are bad. it's just that a lot of people make decisions based on feelings rather then 'think properly first make decision later'. sometimes feelings might be wrong.
mistakes are made to be learnt from and history is not meant to be repeated.
TheServant
10:34 PM