it's been better. met her to talk and share. it was time well spent. gained something much much more important than money: trust. anwei came and we had dinner together. who he really talks a lot, but at least they were meaningful things. i really enjoy talking to adults and listening to their conversations. i mean the 20 somethings and early thirties. it forces me to think and talk about bigger and deeper things, which is good, after having to lower myself to the level of the girls all these months. i like it when i dont understand what the older people are talking about, so that i'll get a chance to ask and of course learn more things. duh. haha. i'll know what i do not know, after i didnt know what i didnt know. so now i know what i know. makes sense? yes it does. and it's important. :) another thing is that we've got to learn to see things differently, not how the world see them, but as what He sees them. yes i know we've heard this many times before. but how much action do we really put into doing it? it doesnt only apply to situations, but also to individuals. sometimes, we, who are in Him, have become to quick to judge people according to worldly standards and we never look at ourselves. we should really be transformed by the renewal of our minds. it forces me to grow up, cos i very much need to, although i wish i could stay my age forever and ever. hehheh. need to talk to more old people and join older cg. the best thing about it is that you feel young. ahahaa. [typed how i think so the sentences may not flow. heh]

today is my third time in plmgs but first time having a class there with angela, e and sher. they were better than i thought they would be, after going through prps and unity. after all, they're girls so naturally they're more skill and well behaved. haha! it's true. at least they know how to sit down and listen, and they're motor skills are not bad. got quite good brush control and can blend colours fairly well. :) met amanda's sis eleanor. and she kept insisting that she saw melissa when the only other person that's in the same church is sher! so weird. hah. i think i saw my niece for half a second before she ran away. and coincidentally, she's called melissa. ahah. i've yet to meet julia in school. so cute. heehee.

today has been a busy day. after pl, we had lunch, went to e's for a while to watch sher scan her ceramics pics, help her do some silly drawings of a cock and a heffalump, and try to troubleshoot the scanner and computer thingy but didnt know how, and finally went to school. i was perfectly on time for school. *claps*. how i wish everyday can be as busy as this. i love being busy throughout the day and feeling tired but satisfied and accomplished at night. i hate days when i stay at home all day. it's so meaningless. rarrr.

note: now is the time to build up my portfolio. it MUST be good.

have been doing silly things these days. i put my gate's remote control in my bag, and when i come home from school, i put my bag on my study chair. after awhile i'll start sitting on my bag. then suddenly the gate the gate will open. and it opened and closed a few times. hahaa. it took me quite long to realise that i was sitting on the remote control. ahaha. how stupid. tralala.
i cut my toe nail a bit too short. today at e's, i accidentally kicked the speaker or cpu which was under the table and was in great pain. how silly.
today i stupidly drank icelemon tea during lunch. it's so not good for how my stomach is right now. sigh!

i've been wondering what to do with my batik dye i had since sec3. if you've ideas, let me know ya! they're quite nice :) i'm in need of white acrylic paints. mine seems to have dried up already cos not much's left.

right. i'm off. gotta eat stuff. stomach doesnt feel good again. i seem to say this everyday. :(