my goodness i'm exhausted. it's the long term kind of exhaustion. you see, i havent had a holiday since the term started in may. if we were still in the normal school system, we'd have had a two week term break in june, and a 2 month semester break next week. but now in the block system, we dont get any bloody school holidays. i've got one more month to go before my holiday which is only one month. damn it. i'm extremely tired of this. how can we have 5 straight months of school?!! even secondary schools have breaks every 3 months. i'll really quite pissed with the director of design school. he likes to implement things that are stupid, despite the lecturers opposing them. like this block system thingy. the block system is supposed to help us reduce the things we've to do. but no! it make us compromise on quality of work due to the short time span of each module, which doesnt give us time to develop our ideas. i want to just slap his face. and what's worse, he doesnt have any design background. he's a biochemist!!! surely meaning. at least the lecturers are good. i hate this.

have been having a headache for the third consecutive day. sigh.. :(

next month's gonna be a busy one for me, with 2 modules and loads of other things to do.

i'm so sick and tired of everything i need a break. for the past 5 months there has never been a day where i could stay home and do absolutely nothing. there hasnt been a day without an agenda. sigh. i need a getaway. hopefully we i can go somewhere this year. anyone cares to go with me? please? rarr. if i go i'd have to put my macbook on hold for the time being. but getting my camera is definitely a must for any holiday.


God i need strength to go through this. i really do. it's so tiring.