very very extremely SEH from children's camp and there're still two more days to go! bleah.

yaye. today is a happy day. i'm pleasantly surprised and touched by the sasasa. we serena, tammei grace sher and i had a fake picnic at tammei's condo and the sasasa presented me with a lovely big big orange card:) yaye. they're so sweet! that's why i have the best sheeps in the world :) truely. love you girls to bits! :) thanks ladies!

school's finally over for the year!! yay. it's time to start doing fun stuff :) after school today i went to visit tammei at her new house :) it was so nice of me right. then we went in and out of her condo to my house many times and did stupid things. the security guard must think that we're mad or something. and we walked around the neighbourhood at least 3 times. i'm happy that she's finally moved in so from now we've got a going and coming home from church buddy. heh.

there's sasasasa picnic coming up tomorrow at the playground outside my house for tammei's convenience. hahaha. i think it's going to be quite funny. i just cant imagine ourselves sitting down and having a tea party kind of thing just like what they always have in enid blyton books. then we'll be sitting down on the grass with the sun shining and suddenly a rabbit would pop out of the hole. and blue robbins would come by and sing songs. haha. how typical.

i cant wait for my birks to come :) then i can wear shoes less often cos they can be fake substitutes for shoes. haha. suddenly i dont feel like saying anything anymore. i need to rest. goodbye.





*i hope people would not take me for granted. i am not a slave. i dont owe anyone anything.

i feel invisible.










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oh man. i havent spoken to anyone since 5pm when i reached home. that's about 6 hours. sometimes being all alone at home isnt fun at all.

Testing,blogging from my phone! How cool is this! Just one more day and it's the holidays!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SARAH NG LILIN!


it sucks when you try to be a nice person to someone and then things screw up on you.

i just want to be appreciated and not be a slave cos i am not.

just one more week and school's over. to be precise, it's 4 more school days. i'm sick of this school shit. i shouldnt be saying this but really, its shitty. it doesnt help when my parents and sis are going to south africa. sigh. i wanna go too.

but..

vietnam here i come! yaye! :) :)
YF CAMP 06!
cell movie marathon at my house!
cell christmas stayover at janet's!!
CHRISTMAS DAY!!!!!!!!!!

it's gonna be an action packed month, a december like no other :)

i bought birks. my first online purchase. heh.

right. i'm off to start on my christmas cards, my pcommd client background research on direct competitors, and stupid research for apel 2. i've got a presentation tomorrow morning to a class and i dont know more than half the number of people. dang! and tomorrow there's cgl meeting which i don't know if i should go cos ive got to go to bugis to print things (if my school's printer is closed) and then there's cell group which starts at 5. it's going to be a long day tomorrow. i better get going. bye.

one of the stupidest things i've done this week is to bring my lappie to school and not bring my ac adapter along. as of now, the battery life of my computer stands at 56%, and i'm gonna be doing my stuff till 430. i so dont think my computer can last that long. it'll just die within the next hour. dang. how stupid! rarrr.

i am currently in the middle of my professional communication for designers module, and i'm more than happy to be taking this compulsory subject. while other people are busy studying for their As, here i am, learning how to present a real proposal for our client-based design project. through this, we learn the various ways on how to write proper minutes of a meeting, and do things i've never heard of like a cover memo, executive summary and do things like costing. for academic purposes, we've to include a client field research and client background to know the client and their business objectives better. although this is a class group project, it is still a real project that involves a real client and maybe some money. this experience is definitely more valuable than getting a certificate :) better to fail now than to fail later! :) hope we get a good grade for this. thank God for active group members. hah.

december is gonna be an activity packed month. i can't wait for it to come. just one and a half week of school!! there's cell movie marathon, cell christmas party, yf camp, holiday and CHRISTMAS! yaye. yayeeee!!! i'm how excited la!


THE SASASASA



oh how i love them :o)

sigh. today is not a good day. i find myself lost in the whirlwind of events. i feel giddy and trapped. i need to break free.

i hate it when some people dun seem to trust me and what i've been doing all day. here i am doing things that earns me some extra cash to support myself financially and have some savings and go to school at the same time and yet some people are there interrogating me each night as if i'm some hard core criminal or something. dont these people know how shitty this feels. and it makes my mood for the day plunge from average to rock bottom. and it certainly doesnt help even more when they keep asking me to do thing after thing when i dont get credit for it at all but instead scold me for other things. the worse is that these people dont listen and remember to what i say and i always have to repeat it 4-5 times before it gets into their head. these people are always preoccupied with other things and other people. they dont try to understand and be in my shoes. they dont understand the things that i do. they dont understand that the things i do takes time and the end product doesnt come with a snap of a finger. they have never been in this field and i hate it when they anyhow assume things and poke their heads into it. they dont understand the meaning of wanting to be alone and not wanting to talk to anyone after a long tiring day of work and school. they dont understand the meaning of a time of self reflection and spending time with God ALONE, which i always appreciate. i hate it when i sit alone in the basement and these people will come and ask me why am i not upstairs talking to them. whatever la.

or is it my fault?