today i took half day leave from work to send my mom off at the airport. thank God i was allowed to. i cant believe my mom has already left for china for her first ever business trip. it feels so awkward here at home without her presence. i cant bare the thought of my mom all alone in a foreign country. it makes me feel guilty and selfish that i cannot be there to accompany her. man it's gonna be a long 15 days. i miss mommy already. no, i missed her the moment she passed through the glass wall that separated us at the customs. God, please take care of mom.




cries.