Sunday, May 20, 2007
ok i am finally back after. ben says that my blog is becoming dusty already.
perhaps the biggest health thing i've had for the past 18 coming to 19 years of my life is my fainting on thursday. and because of that, i've got a nasty bump on my forehead because i was walking and my head hit a door. my health has been deteriorating quite rapidly. people say that it's because i've been doing too many things. maybe it's true. but i dont really feel it cos it has developed into a routine and everyday is just 'normal lor'. i'd very much like to give myself a break, but i hate to run away from my commitments - my cg, guitdg, ymca etc. sure you know what commitments are. i hate the feeling of having to back out when the meeting has already been set. bah.
my birthday's next sunday. i'm not particularly excited about it. this year the most important think i want is for my health to be restored. how's that for a birthday present from God. it feel totally sucky to be tired and shitty the whole day. there's only one reason to be excited about my birthday. it's cos it marks the beginning of my first official school holiday of the year. how kind of my school to give us a school holiday only in june and for only one month!!
the one thing that i fail terribly horrifically which all other girls ace is shopping. but it's also not my fault. i find it very difficult to walk into a shop and look for something which suits me cos whenever i walk into a shop, all the colours, patterns on the clothes, the music, the lighting overwhelm me and makes me feel dizzy. looking at so many things at one time gives me a headache sometimes the music makes it worse. i hate it when i've to flip the apparel in and out just to look for the size label and the price tag. that totally puts me off cos it causes me great inconvenience and chances are i wont buy that piece at all. why cant they freaking be more straight forward in informing people about the price so that we can make up our minds on the spot. another thing that puts me off is that i'm always under the watchful eye of the sales assistants that lurk in every corner of the shop. they watch our every movement like a cctv and rushes to the rescue when the shoe we've just placed back on the shelf is 1mm too much to the right. and do i need your assistance? thanks but no thanks. because you dun even know your products at all. thanks for trying to be helpful.
ok i better end this post before i become angrier.
perhaps the biggest health thing i've had for the past 18 coming to 19 years of my life is my fainting on thursday. and because of that, i've got a nasty bump on my forehead because i was walking and my head hit a door. my health has been deteriorating quite rapidly. people say that it's because i've been doing too many things. maybe it's true. but i dont really feel it cos it has developed into a routine and everyday is just 'normal lor'. i'd very much like to give myself a break, but i hate to run away from my commitments - my cg, guitdg, ymca etc. sure you know what commitments are. i hate the feeling of having to back out when the meeting has already been set. bah.
my birthday's next sunday. i'm not particularly excited about it. this year the most important think i want is for my health to be restored. how's that for a birthday present from God. it feel totally sucky to be tired and shitty the whole day. there's only one reason to be excited about my birthday. it's cos it marks the beginning of my first official school holiday of the year. how kind of my school to give us a school holiday only in june and for only one month!!
the one thing that i fail terribly horrifically which all other girls ace is shopping. but it's also not my fault. i find it very difficult to walk into a shop and look for something which suits me cos whenever i walk into a shop, all the colours, patterns on the clothes, the music, the lighting overwhelm me and makes me feel dizzy. looking at so many things at one time gives me a headache sometimes the music makes it worse. i hate it when i've to flip the apparel in and out just to look for the size label and the price tag. that totally puts me off cos it causes me great inconvenience and chances are i wont buy that piece at all. why cant they freaking be more straight forward in informing people about the price so that we can make up our minds on the spot. another thing that puts me off is that i'm always under the watchful eye of the sales assistants that lurk in every corner of the shop. they watch our every movement like a cctv and rushes to the rescue when the shoe we've just placed back on the shelf is 1mm too much to the right. and do i need your assistance? thanks but no thanks. because you dun even know your products at all. thanks for trying to be helpful.
ok i better end this post before i become angrier.
TheServant
10:04 PM
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
TheServant
11:57 PM
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
1. today is labour's day, a public holiday. what is one day of labour day holiday compared to hundreds of other days slogging it out out there. bah.
oh i actually miss going to work!
2. last night i had a scintillating chat with my colleague about how to kill pests, which include lizards, cockroaches and of course, never ever ever fogetting the humongously enormous juicy snails that are always around to spy on you. now they all know that i'm a merciless snail killer :)
3. i havent settled on what i want to do for my photography class. we've 3 sets of readings to read and of which, i've only completed one. better be done before thursday comes!
4. may is such a birthday month, which inlcudes mine. :)
oh i actually miss going to work!
2. last night i had a scintillating chat with my colleague about how to kill pests, which include lizards, cockroaches and of course, never ever ever fogetting the humongously enormous juicy snails that are always around to spy on you. now they all know that i'm a merciless snail killer :)
3. i havent settled on what i want to do for my photography class. we've 3 sets of readings to read and of which, i've only completed one. better be done before thursday comes!
4. may is such a birthday month, which inlcudes mine. :)
TheServant
4:12 PM